Oh... Hi...

2011-03-13T04:23:00.002+08:00

Wow wow wow...
Just amazing.
So much have happened recently and I don't know how to continue anymore...
Deceptions, lies, all the pretence...
I feel so... disappointed, shock... scared.
All these things going through my head, playing on loop.
What I am thinking could not be untrue...
I saw it with my own eyes.
How do you hold your head high infront of me when you are doing all these things behind my back?
How do you face me without feeling immerse guilt?
Yup, the one I love most, hurts me the most:)
I guess this is life, DEAL WITH IT.
A moment ago I was so excited and hopeful for the future.
Now...
I don't even want tomorrow to come.
I don't even know what to feel...
The one person that has been keeping me and my dreams alive, is killing me now.
The past few days of complete loneliness has taught me that I can do it.
When I truly needed someone, really, no one was there.
Not even the one I care and love the most.
I guess all along I only have no one:)
The future will be tough, for sure, but I'm going to have to fight my way through, alone.

"It's not about how to achieve your dreams. It's about how to lead your life. If you lead your life the right way, karma will take care of itself. The dreams will come to you."-Randy Pausch
Dreams will come to me, dreams will come to me...

2011-01-09T00:18:00.002+08:00

Its 12:19am now.
And I hate this time of the day.
My mom is asleep.
My dad just left for work.
My sister has gone to work.
The house is quiet and all I hear is the clock ticking.
Not a single sound of life.
I'm alone.
I'm... alone.
Physically.
Spiritually.
My heart hurts.

Really,
I mean really,
these few days, these tens of hours, these thousands of minutes, these passing seconds,
have I ever crossed your mind?
Not even the slightest thought?
I miss you so fucking badly and you are constantly on my mind, laced with my every thought.
I don't want to leave you.
I never meant what I said.
You will never know how hard I fought with myself to say those words.
"Just say it. You know so well what hes thinking. He don't want you anymore. He wants her."
"But I want him. I can do so much to change. To be better. To be like...her"
"Really? What about the fact that YOU are not what he wants?"
Lets just break.
I said it.
You didn't hold me back.
You didn't stop me.
You even asked me to go. Faster. "Don't waste my time"
I didn't cry.
"Don't cry shuxian. Don't cry yet."
I walked away.
The moment the door slammed shut,
tears ran down my face.
"Why did I do it? Why... why did I say it?"
My heart hurts.

These few days I have been praying and begging so hard.
Ask me back.
Just ask me back.
Ask me to go back to you.
Ask me to not leave.
Tell me you want me.
Tell me you need me.
Tell me that I am what you love and want.

Recently, you have been talking about her all the time.
Telling me how hot she is, how pretty she is, how perfect she is.
How you want her.
You may say it jokingly but I know so well deep down inside you really mean it.
You really want her.
I can always feel that hint of rejection in you towards me recently.
Whenever you tell me about all the perfect things about her,
all I could do was laugh and try to ignore the little hurt fucker within me.
She is pretty, skinny, hot, attractive.
Everything I am not and will never be.
The little voice inside me will constantly be telling me I am lousy, I am shit, I am just not good enough.
The nights I spent crying because I am not good enough in your eyes.
Ugly.
Fat.
Disgusting.
Irritating.
I want to be perfect in your eyes.
I want to be the best in your eyes.
I want to be the only girl you love.
I love you so much and you are so important to me,
that is why I want to be the best in your eyes.
But,
I'm not.
I'm just ugly, fat and sad.

"Is Sam with you?"
This is what I received today.
I want to reply "Yes" so fucking badly.
I wish so hard you are just next to me.
"Nope"
And my heart screamed.

Ever since I last saw you,
my heart hurts so bad every moment.
My heart hurts and it is the most painful one I have ever felt.
Sure, we have tons of quarrels and tons of times when we "broke up" but those pain could never compare with the pain I am feeling this time round.
Honestly.
Maybe its because I know I can never go back to you on my own even though I want to so badly.
Maybe its because I know I can't undo my mistake this time round, the mistake of leaving.
I can't help but keep thinking about you, what you are doing now, who are you with, where are you...
Not a single message or a call since that day.
You must be happy and enjoying your free life.
I want you back so badly.
I'm still fucking in love with you.
I have loved you and I always will.
If you still love me and I am still what you want,
please, ask me back.
I want to go back to you so badly but I can't go back on my own because I don't want to force myself on you.
But if you having me out of your life is the thing that you really want,
then don't turn back.
No matter what crazy things I may be doing in the future to make you mine again,
don't turn back.

"If I love you, I will fight for this love,"
I once told you.
I am now a lost warrior.
I am ready but I need my commander's order to start fighting.
I need to know that you still want me to fight, to fight for this love.
I don't want you to continue with me when you don't even want me anymore.

Baby, I love you.
Don't let go of me please.
Ask me back.
Let me know that you want... me.
Because all along its you that I love and forever will be.

2010-06-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

Yeah you are right, I "follow whoever who got money".
I "follow whoever who got money", so much money that I only eat 1 meal every 2 days instead of going home and have 4 meals per day.
You seriously don't know anything.
I tried to talk to you nicely, but all I get are replies that are filled with daggers, daggers flying straight at me.
You wear my clothes and stretch them so badly that they no longer fit me but I kept silent about it.
Today, I only wore your slippers and I got fucked so badly.
Wtf, we ALWAYS share shoes.
To think that time when you got bullied, I tried all means to seek revenge for you.
I know you dislike me, abhor me.
I get it.
I won't touch your things or bother you anymore.

Like a circle, because a circle never ends...

2010-04-19T05:14:00.002+08:00

Wherever you go,
please,
take me with you.

:,(

2010-04-10T00:26:00.002+08:00

I was looking at something just now and suddenly I find myself thinking about things I shouldn't even be thinking about.
Tons and tons of "why did I choose to give up...", "how I wish..." and "it could have been me experiencing it..." hit me.
Whatever it is, its too late to turn back now:)
I've asked myself over and over again the same question, one time too much.
And besides, I've made up my mind.
I myself understand myself best.
If this is what I want, go for it.
But what if one day even I myself don't understand myself anymore?
What if one day, even I myself have decided to leave... myself?
Scary.

Did I work so hard for 17 years of my life for this?
Is this what I really want?
50 years down the road, sitting in my garden, sipping tea and looking at my young and beautiful grandchildren playing in front of me, will I still be able to look back at my life and be proud of what I have achieved?
Whatever it is, I don't know.
I guess I just have to keep walking forward.
Walking and walking, until I fall off the Earth's surface.

When I am much younger, people often ask "What do you want to be when you grow up?"
And my answer would be "I want to be a Doctor."
Now?
"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
"I want to be happy"

Play my life like a movie star:)
Awesome:)

I love Samuel Lim Kiko (o^-^o)

2010-03-29T19:11:00.002+08:00

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and enter Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I lift my lids and all is born again.

I'm don't feel important.
I don't feel treasured.
I don't feel cherished.
I want to stand under your umbrella, I want to feel protected.
I want to be your priority...
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I WANT TO GO UNDERWATER WORLD.
I WANT TO WATCH "HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON"
OKAY BYE MY BRAIN HURTS.

2010-03-10T00:55:00.001+08:00

That year we hardly slept, waking like inmates
who beat the walls. Every night
another refusal, the silent work
of tightening the heart.
Exhausted, we gave up; escaped
to the apartment pool, swimming those laps
until the first light relieved us.

Days were different: FM and full-blast
blues, hours of guitar "you gonna miss me
when I'm gone." Think how you tried
to pack up and go, for weeks stumbling
over piles of clothing, the unstrung tennis rackets.
Finally locked into blame, we paced
that short hall, heaving words like furniture.

I have the last unshredded pictures
of our matching eyes and hair. We've kept
to separate sides of the map,
still I'm startled by men who look like you.
And in the yearly letter, you're sure to say
you're happy now. Yet I think of the lawyer's bewilderment
when we cried, the last day. Taking hands
we walked apart, until our arms stretched
between us. We held on tight, and let go.

Cleopatra Mathis

Beautiful.

2010-02-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hot tears crashing down uncontrollably at my toes.
Suck it up princess.
Stop crying over little things.
I'm afraid all these pain is too much for my heart to take.
I want to die now and leave all these.
But I'm scared to go to hell...

2010-02-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

Fallacies and gilded butterflies.
I'm scared.
Really really scared.
Just go sleep,
go sleep the pain away...

2009-09-07T13:13:00.002+08:00

I dreamt that I was an animal and I went to attend a forest gathering at the beach. All the animals existing in the forest were there. I was sitting on the edge of a very very tall well, with all the rest of the animals gathered at the foot of the well. Suddenly all the animals turned into crocodiles and all were motionless. I looked into the well, the water has dried up and there was this shark inside, hoping around on its tail. The well was very tall so its impossible for it to reach me but I was still soooooooooooooooo scared. I jumped off the well. In my dreams the crocodile were like sleeping. I ran very carefully on the limited space between each crocodile, trying not to step and wake the crocodiles up. I ran and ran and I was about to reach the end of the beach when I fell and kicked a crocodile. I was damn scared but the next moment, I was queuing up for fried chicken. I bought a piece of fried chicken and began to eat the crispy batter coating and not the meat. I put the meat back into the packaging and went home. In my dream I am a mother and I have children AHAHHAHAHAHAH. When I reach home, I saw my son and elder daughter. My elder daughter was carrying a toddler in her arms. It was during a war period so I could only afford to buy 1 piece of fried chicken. I tore the chicken meat into 3 pieces and gave to my children. They ate it like it was the best thing on earthhhhhhh. The rest of the dream I was scolding myself why I favour my elder daughter more because I gave her a bigger piece.

Weird dream.
And I slept for 24 hours.
No joke.

2009-08-30T05:53:00.002+08:00

AHAHAHAHAH I'M HERE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING FUNNY.

YESTERDAY MORNING MY DAD WANTED TO GO TO THE TEMPLE TO PRAY AND STUFF.
MY SISTER KNEW ABOUT IT AND GEI KIANG(ACT SMART) AND VOLUNTEERED TO ACCOMPANY HIM THERE.
THIS IS BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO BE FILIAL.
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHA FUCK FUNNY.
FUNNY x1

THEN SHE DROVE MY FATHER TO THE TEMPLE.
MY AUNT AND COUSIN WERE ALSO IN THE CAR, AT THE BACK SEAT.
OUTSIDE THE TEMPLE GOT LOTS OF BIGBIGBIGGGG SUPER ULTRA MEGA GIGA LARGE HUMONGOUS GIGANTIC FLOWER POTS PLACED.
WHEN MY SISTER REACH THE TEMPLE, BECAUSE OF HER SUPER PRO DRIVING SKILLS WHICH SHE CULTIVATED THROUGH YEARS AND YEARS OF EXPERIENCE, SHE BANGED INTO ONE OF THE FLOWER POTS.
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
FUNNY x2

THEN THE FLOWER POT SLOWLY TIPPED AND FELL OVER.
AHAHAHAHAHAH YOU MUST IMAGINE THEN ITS FUNNY!
THEN THERE WAS THIS SILENT MOMENT WHERE MY SISTER WAS STUNNED.
I CAN TOTALLY IMAGINE HER O_O FACE.
NO WAIT MAKE THAT 4 SO ITS:
O_O O_O BACK SEAT
O_O O_O FRONT SEAT
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
FUNNY x3

MY AUNT, MY COUSIN AND MY SISTER THEN DECIDED TO PUT THE FLOWER POT UPRIGHT AGAIN.
3 OF THEM TRIED TO PUT IT UPRIGHT BUT THEY CANNOT EVEN MAKE THE POT BARGE AT ALL.
AHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
(BECAUSE ITS ULTRA HUGE IF YOU FORGOT, NOW I REMIND YOU^^)
(YOU MUST EAT MORE FISH OIL, MEMORY LOSS SO EASILY)

THEN THEY PROCEEDED INTO THE TEMPLE.
(ALL MY RELATIVES ARE QUITE OLD ALREADY>< LIKE 40++++++++++++++++++)
ALL MY RELATIVES GO TO THE TEMPLE VERY FREQUENTLY.
ALL MY RELATIVES STARE AT MY SISTER BECAUSE THEY KNOW MY SISTER NEVER GO BEFORE AND THAT WAS HER FIRST TIME THERE.
AHAHAHAHAHAAH FUNNY LIKE THEY KNOW SHES NOT IN THEIR "CLAN" THEN THEY OSTRACISE HER AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHA.

THEN THEY WENT TO PRAY.
THE LITTLE KIDS THERE KNEW HOW TO PRAY.
MY SISTER DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO PRAY.
AHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
THEN MY SISTER STOOD NEXT TO THE LITTLE KIDS, AND COPY WHAT THEY ARE DOING.
WHEN SHE SEE THE LITTLE KIDS MOVE, THEN SHE MOVE.
WHEN THE LITTLE KIDS DON'T MOVE, SHE DON'T MOVE.
AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH FUCK FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUNNY x323456789876543098765434567

SO TODAY IS AN EPIC DAY FOR MY SISTER WAHAHAHAHAH.
AHAHHAHAHHAHAH AND MY SISTER CALLS THE CAR XIAOYELLOW.
BECAUSE THE CAR IS YELLOW IN COLOUR.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA WTFFFFF.
SO MEANING NOW XIAOYELLOW GOT A DENT AT THE FRONT BECAUSE OF THE FLOWER POT.
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
I'M LAUGHING OUT LOUD TO MYSELF WHILE TYPING.

MORAL OF THE STORY: DON'T ACT FILIAL :P
ANYWAY THIS POST IS VERY FUNNY SO THE FONT IS EXTRA LARGE COMPARED TO USUAL AHAHHAAHAHHAHAHA.
MY SISTER IS RETARDED.
STUPID PERSON CLAP TO HERSELF AT THE LANSHOP.
AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH EPICCCC!

2009-08-29T19:11:00.002+08:00

Its amazing how something that is built over 2 months and 22 days,
just takes 1 minute and 21 seconds to destroy,
leaving nothing but broken pieces.

Its amazing how the way you love someone is so different,
so irrational, so betraying, so hurtful.

Its amazing how you'll never understand how I feel,
no matter how hard I try to explain over the phone, face to face, sms, through words, or pictures.

Its amazing how things turned out the way you promised me it won't,
broken, betrayed, worn out.

Its amazing how much emotion one can feel at one time.
Countless.

Its amazing how something so beautiful and captivating can be so hurtful and deadly,
killing, bit by bit, slowly, inside.

I realised,
the real kind of tired is not physical exhaustion,
its when you are psychologically and emotionally exhausted,
mentally and emotionally drained.
The next time you say you are tired,
think again.

We come and go alone,
we only need ourselves.

I know I will not be able to fulfill my promises to you on the 5th of September.
Still, I promised you.
I'm just trying to stall time, extending the moment where everything falls apart later.
Everyday I wake up and ask myself a very simple question.
"How, Shuxian, what are you going to do?"
And I'll get so nervous and stress but I'll just tell myself,
"I'll think about that tomorrow, theres still time"
It sucks to know that you are headed to disaster,
but still carrying on.

Because of this, I'm ready for anything, anything.
Whatever you say, I'll accept it.
Because I finally realised,
whatever that is suppose to happen, is bound to happen at the end.
No matter how hard I try to advert it, it'll still come knocking on my door.
Just a matter of time.
Why not save myself some trouble and effort, since whatever I do, will never change the facts.

There comes a time,
when you can't say: My God,
when the eyes don't cry anymore,
when the heart runs dry...

2009-08-16T16:28:00.002+08:00

FUCK I AM DAMN HUNGRY PLEASE):
BUT I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL 7+ THEN I CAN HAVE DINNER):
OMGIIESHZXC 2 HOURS AND 30 MINS T-T
SERIOUSLY.
DESPERATELY.
NEEDS.
FOOD.
I SEE FOOD!:D:D
SHOULD I GO AND...
NO YOU SHALL NOT>:(
7 PM OKAY I SAY 7 PMMMMMMMMMMMMMM >:(

2009-08-08T17:10:00.002+08:00

Before the last farewell,
If only you could see that
I'm the one who truly understands you.
been here when the whole world had abandoned you.
:,)

We should let go when its time to do so.
If you love someone, let him/her go.
If he/she is yours, he/she will return.
If he/she never comes back, then he/she is never yours.

Whats mine, will be mine.
Whats not mine, will never be.

The future lies in your hands, not mine anymore:)
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Okay going to go play:D:D:D
Go play go play go play.
Playing is goooooooood:D

2009-08-05T04:53:00.002+08:00

If I find out you are lying to me about this whole incident,
I will make sure you will not be able to be a father in your whole entire life,
and in your next life, your next next life, your next next next life and your next next next next life.
Cannot be too evil, 5 lifetime enough already^^

For the past few days I keep trying to find this word that can describe how I feel to you.
I can't tell you that I'm angry because I'm not.
Sad is too mild for what I'm feeling.
Disappointed? Maybe, but not quite there yet.
Just now, I finally found a word to describe it.
I FEEL BETRAYED.
YESSSSSSSSSSSS this is how I feel.
No more this kind of shit please.
But you don't even feel remorse.
So.................................................
I suppose I should be anticipating more of such things huh?

Today is going to be a happy day:D
Believe~
K go school.

2009-08-02T18:56:00.002+08:00

Baby Darling loves 1-Baby<3
(n_n)v

My right eyeball bleed that day.
Literally.
Serious.
Really got blood flow outtttt.
AHAHAHAHAHA AWESOMEZXC.
I think I won't know what is death until I really face death.
And just last night I slept with my contact lenses again.
In the morning wake up still need to wear my specs over and pretend infront of my mom that I removed already.
AHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Totally don't know what is "you can go blind" -.-

Rawrrrrrr so stress, so vexed, so confused, so mentally-drained T-T
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Don't worry:D
Tomorrow will be a better day:D
Tomorrow will be a happier day:D
Have faith have faith:D
I CAN DO ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~
I HAVE THE POWERRRRRRRRRR~

Heeheehee GuitarHero I can 4-key max combo 118 already:D:D
Omg pro and smart girl^^
AHAHAHAHAHA WTF.

Kbaizxc.

2009-07-28T05:01:00.000+08:00

You can.
You will.
You must.
You succeed.
-cues music-
AHAHAHAHAHAH:/

Why are you online?!
I can see you okay! :@
Nevermmind...

2009-07-18T13:13:00.005+08:00

Whats the point?
I'm proved once again that this kind of thing is really damn stupid.
Damn waste of time, damn waste of spiritual and emotional energy (AHAHAHAH WTF)
I must know that life is like Amath.
If one law is proven wrong once,
then its not true forever.
Its not the first time I'm proven wrong already.
So.
When.
Will.
I.
Get.
It?
Is it because I am the one lecturing myself,
so I'm tend to not go hard on myself and I let myself succumb to lies?
I need to know that if anything happens,
I must leave the battle field unhurt,
or at least be the party with the least damage.

I won't be giving my all anymore.
So don't expect too much from me.
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This is an alien.

2009-07-14T00:23:00.002+08:00

Someone was sleeping naked:X
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

2009-07-07T22:50:00.003+08:00

I told you to let me cry all I want.
You just need to ignore me and pretend I'm transparent.
Eventually I'll cry till I'm tired then I'll stop on my own (AHHAHAHAHA)
Then I'll go and sleep and I'll be back to normal when I wake up.

"人们对美有一定的标准，眼睛要大，鼻子要小，身材要苗条 errrr..."
I "errrr"-ed because I was contemplating whether to say that the boobs must be big AHAHA
But my examiner was a guy so I decided to omit that and I couldn't think of what to say to continue.
I don't like the lady.
She kept giving me this >:) expression.
Very stress know.
And never ever ever eat before oral manzxc.
NEVER.
Ate before oral and was about to fall asleep anytime soon in the hall.
scared+nervous+cold+sleepy doesn't feel good together :/

2009-07-06T01:05:00.004+08:00

You: Byeee, I go wash hand first then go find my friends
Me: Orh Byeeeee, I go home lur -walks away-

Me: -thinks- Wah I want to go toilet and retie my hair. Muahahahah at the same time can go scare you^^
WRONG MOVE. WRONG MOVE.

There were these two girls walking out of __________, your usual hangout place, and heading towards the same toilet as me.
I didn't really cared about them.
As I was tying my hair in the toilet, they were next to me, chatting by the sink.
Since I was kaypo, I decided to tie my hair super slowly to listen to their conversation (AHAHAHAHAH don't tell me you won't lorrrr)
They were talking about someone with the same name as you and this made me want to listen more.
After listening to their conversation, I was zomgwtfbbqknnzxc sad/depress/angry and went haywire.
I panicked (AHAHAHAHA)
Are they refering to you, are they are they are they?
Bastard. Bastard. Bastard.
Maybe they are not even talking about the person I know, you might say.
Firstly, they just walked out of your usual hangout and the place that is more home-ly to you than your own house.
Since you hangout there so often, when someone mention your name, its confirm you, right?
Logical?

I'm SOOO happy for you, good for you, so many girls loveeee you:)
If they are really refering to you, then I must say you are damn pro.
I checked everywhere, sms, call log etcetc and there weren't any signs or evidence.
I really hope its not you, I really really doooooooooooo.
Aiyah I'm just assuming that they are talking about you.
If they aren't, I happy AHHAHHAAHHAHA.
But looking at my evaluation, confirm is talking about you right):
I can't pretend that everything is okay and didn't hear anything.
Rhinoceros don't like mafia if mafia behaves like this.
>:(
But at the same time I don't think is you.
Because I trust you :/
But trust got use mah?
Can eat one mah?
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

AHAHAHAH okay fine its not you:D
I'm a happy girl~

1 more day to our 1 month<3
1 more day to chinese o'levels oral D:
1 more day till Shichen's father comes back to Singapore~~~

2009-06-28T19:13:00.004+08:00

Fatty here.

I don’t wanna be without you girl majimak insaneun jeobeodugil barae
oneul dan harumankeumeun
I don’t wanna be without you girl nae seotun maeum
kkaji ango gajwo
I love you I need you girl

baby baby baby jogeum eosaekhajiman seoro
baby baby baby ajik saranghago inneunde
baby baby baby duryeopgineun hajimanseodo
kkeuchiboijiman nan geuraedo only you girl

Fatty signing offffffff.

2009-06-24T15:24:00.002+08:00

"Even talking to you hurts, feels like dying"

Oh then just to let you know,
it hurts equally as much when you say I hurt you.

"You know we won't last, but you still want to continue?"
"Yeah"

2009-06-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

IBSFYAIRWYTHI.
ITIRC, JLY.
MYNKA.
YHM, DY?
D:
Knn AHAHAHAHAHAH.
BOA, IBSFYAIRWYTHI.
IRLY, PLMB.
:,)

Aiyah I know my layout is still screwed x.x
You all got very good imagination right?
Just imagine that theres a picture there and the BabyBlues clickable is still there.
Come on try try:D
Imagine, imagineeeee~!!!!
Yeah see!
My blogs fine now right!
Good good^^

I forgot what you forgot which made me very angry last time.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAH.
Ohhh now I remember -.-
Stupidful.

Don't scared don't scared :D
Have faith have faith :D
Jiayou jiayou :D
You can do it :D
Do you really think so? :l
I think its time you face reality :l
You can't do it :(
You suck :(
No matter how hard you hope it'll happen, it won't :(
Stop bluffing yourself :(
You broke the last straw :(
But hello?
Everything's possible^^
You sure? :/
YESSSSS! :D
Omg I just typed out the whole conversation between me and myself.
HOHOHOHO kewlzxc.

2009-06-16T03:01:00.002+08:00

I like listening to your laughter.
It makes me want to laugh along,
even though I'm hurting and crying inside.
What matters most is you are happy and safe.
Thats all that matters in the whole wide world.
Sorry if I hurt you.
Thats the last thing in the whole world I wished to do.
I urge you to believe me.
TRUST.
Simple word, great significance.
0706090342726.
ILY.
I really do :/

I know theres some problems with the layout.
Ahahahah heck care.

2009-06-10T01:17:00.003+08:00

Protect.
Defence.
Guard.

2009-06-05T21:43:00.001+08:00

Omg I am so stressssss now.
I feel like buying a blade and cutting myself.
No joke, serious.
Fuck it.

2009-05-30T22:04:00.002+08:00

OMG HOWWWWWWWWW.
CANNOT FAIL THIS TIME ALREADY.
MUST DO IT RIGHT THIS TIMEEEE.
I FAILED 3 TIMES ALREADY OMGOMGOMGAWDZXC.
IN 1 DAY SOMEMOREEEEEE.
LAST CHANCE LIAOOOZXC.
VERY. LAST. CHANCE.
DAMN SCARED.
OH NO HOW?):
I WANT TO OVERCOME THISSSSSSSS.
WHILE WINNING IT TOO.
HUHHHHHHH EVEN O'LEVELS IS NOT SO SCARY!!!!!

2009-05-18T20:00:00.003+08:00

Omg got shot so many times today.
Hurtzxc and painzxc please.
First, pipebomb (-50 life)
Next got shot by shotgun x2 (-12 life)
Again got shot by shotgun x4 (-18 life)
Luckily ~~Shichen~~HEALTHPACK was around:D
At least I'm not decapitated:/
Get ready for the next map tomorrow @.@

L4D siao le everything also can link AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Shichen: Guess what I'm writing for the practice!
Me: L4D!!!!
Shichen: AHAHAHAHA yeahhhh!!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHA SHE DAMN FUNNY AND CRAZYYY OKAY!
EVERY SINGLE MONDAY MORNING PRACTICE,
SHE WRITE ABOUT L4D, L4D AND L4D.
AHAHAHAHA!
And 1 time about... Food =.=
SO CUTEEE!

2009-05-17T22:26:00.007+08:00

Its been so long,
close to a year.
That day recently,
I walked the same road.
Same time as before.
Night.
But this time alone and on a different day.
At the same spot,
I threw everything away.
Everything that I kept for so long, that once meant so much to me, that I couldn't bare to throw away all along.
Those were the things that hold memories of you.
Into the drain.
The drain was filled with water.
I couldn't retrieve it back even if I want to.
I'm glad.
On the same road,
I deleted everything away.
Its about time I did so.
Its about time.
About time.
Time.
I turned back too many a times in the past.
This time, never again.
The waves will wash everything away.
You.
Words.
Memories.
Images.
Emotions.
Items.
Date.
Events.
The next time I walk the same path again,
the place will hold no meaning to me.
No memories.
No emotions.
Nothing will come into my mind.
It'll just be a concrete walkway.
With greenery all around.
No significance.
The traffic light,
will just be a traffic light.
Nothing else.

You taught me so many things.
I didn't know I could feel so many different emotions all at a same time.
You made me realise how it only takes 1 person to make me feel so sad and depressed.
You made me realise how it only takes 1 person to make me feel so happy and on cloud 9.
You showed me how it really feels to be important.
You made me realise how I can think about 1 person all day long.
You taught me how 1 person could be my world, my everything.
But everything comes to an end.
I suffered 1 of the most painful thing on Earth.
I learnt a most painful lesson.

"don't bully her"
"i won't let you die"
"I only go there with my friends and you are > my friend"
"i need you to go"
"<3 piggy"

Pack our bags,
its time we move on.

Goodluck for your ns.

2009-05-09T15:05:00.004+08:00

A still tongue keeps a wise mind^^
玩不起就不要玩。
到头来哭的又是你自己。
BIG JOKE OF ZE CENTURYZXC.

Come come,
eat cake.

Eleanor = Eileen lor.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Smartkidzxc.

2009-04-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

I just need you to tell me "jiayouieshzxc and iie lurbbieshiezxc euii worshiies" to make me feel like the super-iest girl on Earth who can do anything.
With that,
I will have the strength to do anything I want,
everything I want,
something I want.
But I need to realise,
You'll never know how much I need your encouragement ever again.
You'll never talk to me ever again):
You will never anymore.
You will not even send me a fullstop anymore.
You will not even dial my number anymore.
I'm so sadzxc):

Aiyah quit being stupid, stop being sad.
Its no use its no use.
You know what?
I think I should pick myself up from where I fall now and continue walking and walking and walking and walking and walking and walking and walking and walking and walking until I drop off the Earth's surface.
Sounds yummy.

TALK TO ME WILL YOU?!
CALL ME WILL YOU?!
OMGAWDZXC I AM GOING CRAZY RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
WHY WON'T YOU GO OFFLINE?!
WHY YOU CANNOT DIE NOWZXC?!
Okay don't die don't die.

2009-04-12T02:20:00.002+08:00

Sick and tired(Literally)
Fever
Running nose
Sore throat
Cough
Swollen eye (Imagine: An eyeball being stepped on by 8 elephants and then squashed under the amath textbook and then rolled over by a taxi, yeah thats how my eye looks like thankzxc)
Zzzzz how yummy :/

You are my friend,
And also my greatest enemy.
I love you,
but why must you steal the most important thing away from me?
There are so many things I didn't tell you.
Because I'm afraid that if I told you,
you will leave, together with ______.
I don't want):
Do you know ______ once meant the world to me?
Once.
How does it feel to see someone who once belonged to you become someone else's?
I have to see you so frequently and still keep a smile,
keeping the anger and sadness within.
Very difficult know):
Even though sometimes I really couldn't keep it in anymore and just got angry at you for no reason.
I know ______ already left long time ago.
But I just don't want someone close to me, someone within my range, to be in this issue.
These mental games are very tiring.
I don't hate you, because its not your fault and you don't know anything.
But its just sad to know,
you are my friend.
And yet, my greatest enemy...

Myfather: Which one nicer, the korean noodles, the seafood one or the laksa?
Me: Huhh, eat the laksa. Taste like real laksa!!!:D
Myfather: Ooooo. You try before? Spicy not?
Me: Yeahyeah try before. Nono not spicy one. Very nice, REALLY TASTE LIKE REAL LAKSA!!
Myfather: Orh okay lorh.
Me: -standing next to him and staring at him cook the noodles while chewing my fingers-
Myfather: Eh eh eh ask you. The laksa, the korean noodles, the seafood or your fingers nicer?
Me: o.o OHHH! My fingers:D You want? -stretchs my hand to him-
Myfather: AHHAAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!

AHAHAHAHAHAAH My father so funny!

2009-03-31T22:23:00.003+08:00

INSECURITIES INSECURITIES.
I HATE THIS):
CAN YOU JUST TELL ME ITS A YES OR A NO?
I HAVE NO TIME FOR THIS ANYMORE.
IF ITS A YES THEN OKAY LORH THANK YOU.
IF ITS A NO THEN JUST GO AWAYYYYYYYYYYY.
I DON'T BELIEVE I'LL LOSE.
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.
HAPPILY EVER AFTER~

I'LL NEVER LOSE TO YOU.
TRUST ME.
NOT IN THIS, NOT NOW.

AND WHY THE WEATHER SO HOT?!

2009-03-30T19:39:00.002+08:00

I just asked my mom if I'm super.
She said yes.
My mom said I'm super^^

2009-03-29T20:50:00.003+08:00

Dear God,
Forgive me for all the sins I commited today.
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hey
Hello:D
oi i got something to tell you
Uh what?
-tells 1/8 of the story-
Uh OMG?!
Then?!!! D:
brb
Orh==
-continues to tell another 1/8 of the story-
Uh huh.
WTF OMG.
brb
... ==
EH CAN YOU TELL ME LIKE THE WHOLE STORY AT ONE GO?
DON'T SAY TELL ME ABIT AND KEEP ME IN SUSPENSE LEH ==
i can't concentrate lah
Why?
got moth flying around in my room
i scared
LOL -.-

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.
Cute.

2009-03-23T19:29:00.005+08:00

EASY.

2009-03-08T22:37:00.002+08:00

This time round, it came to me so abruptly.
I didn't know what to feel, how I should react.
To be happy and feel fortunate.
To be angry and scoff.
Or to be sad and depressed.
However, I was surprisingly happy, not affected at all.
I tried to force myself to be sad(AHAHAHAHAHAH crazy, I know) but I wasn't able to.
I tried to make myself think about all the sad points but my body and mind subconsciously chose to ignore this whole subject and continued to be happy.
Its like as if this whole incident and the people involved mean nothing to me at all.
I'm so proud of myself:D:D:D:D
And if you are wondering why I'm so heartless, why I'm so emotionless, tell you what,
YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS.
The only thing I learnt from you is that some things are just not worth your time^^
By right, if I still cared, I would be crying now and spamming the phone of everyone involved.
But NO,
it doesn't work this way now and it never will again^^
Because SOMETHINGS ARE JUST NOT WORTH YOUR TIME.
What happens in your daily life is not worth my time.
What happens in your mind is not worth my time.
What happens in your future, yup you guessed it, is not worth my time^^
I wish you all the best for your future(genuinely).
And I'm not angry with you anymore,
Because its just not worth my time.
Oh and I think I forgot to mention,
You, ______, are utterly disgusting^^
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OMG SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG LOOKED STRAIGHT AT ME ME ME ME!!!
IN REAL LIFE!!!
OMG HOW TO LIVE YOU TELL ME HOW TO LIVEEEEEE!!!
HE. WAS. ~~LOOKING.~~ STARING. AT. ME. SUMPAAA!!!
~~Okay maybe he was staring because I looked weird and ugly or whatever I don't care~~
BUT STILL, HE STARED AT ME^-^V
Ahhhh, you can all hate me now kthanksbye~

2009-02-23T22:33:00.002+08:00

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning,
~~I love you!~~
Go and die!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
:X

Most tiring day of the week):
But I'll pull through :D

2009-02-18T23:27:00.004+08:00

Yes be very afraid,
you are seeing double:O:O
-Gaspgasp-

ROARRRRRR
Must. Not. Take. Cab. To. School. Tomorrow.
Heehee I think I'm very irritating today.
Didn't go school today and my mom thinks that I'm slacking:@
So to prove to her,
I kept smsing her what I'm doing.
"I just woke up and feeling better blahblahblah"
"I'm doing Amath now"
"I'm doing Emath now"
"I so guai"
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH funnnnnnn.
And my father is super health conscious now :O:O:O:O
"This one very sweet, cannot eat"
"Cannot eat this, cholesterol very high"
"Very salty, don't eat"
HAHAHAHAHAH

Look!!!
Year 2024:D
I survived till 2028 :O
Wahahahahahahah the longest I've survived kay.
2024 and still got so many cows^^
~~Okay lah I know like 40% is diseased but don't care just let the people eat lurh.~~
Don't disturb my cows :@

2009-02-12T23:23:00.002+08:00

Omg you are so irritating?!
You said we got d-points because she came in and found out we weren't there.
We asked the class,
NO SHE FUCKING DID NOT COME IN?!
HELLO?!
Obviously you are the one who told her to give us d-points.
If you dare to report us and all,
then why are you bearing no balls to admit you reported us, huh?^^
You lied you know.
Wah meaning next time we can lie also.
Really, you are not fit to be a guy.
Still threaten to hit us girls.
PLEASE LURH.
SAY SAY ONLY.
Like that I also can say tonight I'm going to fly to your hometown and burn down your entire pig clan, ALIVE.
How 'bout that, FUCKFACE?! :@
Next time grow some brains kay,
if cannot grow then go NTUC and buy some,
don't lie about something thats soooooooooo fake.
Even a fake LV bag is more real than you.
Wah unless you tell me she borrowed an invisible cloak from Harry Potter and put it over her and walked in thats why no one saw her or I won't buy your story.
Still got the cheek to face us.
Zomgwtfbbq, some people just don't know what is SHAMEEEEEEEEEE.
Tsktsk, being a man, you still need to whine and complain to women to help you settle your own issues.
YOU MUST HAVE DRANK TOO MUCH SAN LU MILK THATS WHY YOU ARE SO DEMENTED AND RETARDED NOW.
FLY BACK TO CHINA LAH.
Don't "waste your time on us" and don't waste my time too^^
FUCK SI NI:@
(Sorry, really angry:@:@:@:@:@)
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Lunch with Shichen and Huiping was funny to the max AHAHAHAHAHA.

2009-02-08T06:02:00.002+08:00

I counted the number of days and if I'm not wrong,
its 50 days.

Those slow and painful days which I'll take forever to forget^^
You asked me if I missed you.
I said no. (AHAHAHAHAH-.-)
But honestly,
I did ><
You make up 3% of my thoughts everyday.
How can I forget?
3% multiply by I-don't-know-how-many-days,
how much brain space is that?
Maybe if I spent that 3% everyday for math instead,
I'll top the school already.
If I could choose,
I wished you didn't call at all.
I was already on the road of recovery and surviving super well.
I almost forgot I had you as a friend.
From the number 1 of my phone contact list,
I already placed you the very last, on the verge of deleting you away.
From the second person I pray for everytime, excluding my family and PMSG,
I already classified you in the "friends" catergory.

Will I still be there for you?
Will I still support and give you encouragements?
Will I look at you differently?
I don't know lurhh.
I'm like someone who is turning vegetarian.
Then now, someone comes and waves a piece of meat infront of me.
How about that?

I know its my wrong for threatening you with your friends and all.
But whatever, I don't care anymore.
Its not my problem anymore^^
You were throwing answers at me.
Then you said I am questioning because I still care.
AHAHAHAHAHA you very cute uhhh.
I didn't question.

Like what Mayee said,
how does it feel like to be played out by your own game?

I didn't want to lose you.
But things are like this now.

But Shuxian is still happy.
Becauseeeeeeeeeee,
Shuxian found her stylus and Ezlink card 2 days agooooo:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
I can never live without:
1) My phone
2) My Ezlink card
3) My mp3
4) My tablet (The full set)
5) WODEJI!
So I found two things in my Top Important Things.
HOW HAPPY CAN I GET?:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Woaini ><

2009-01-28T23:32:00.003+08:00

26 was my birthday.
26 is also the first day of the Chinese new year.
Yet on that day,
My father was admitted to the hospital.

Today is the 28 and he’ll be having heart operations tomorrow.
PLEASE LET HIM BE SAFE AND FINE):
PLEASE.
I.
AM.
BEGGING.
YOU.
WHOEVER.
WHO.
CAN.
HELP.
ME.
):

I'm really scared):):):
I'm really afraid of losing you.
I really don't want to lose you.
I wish all this is a nightmare.
I feel like just crying my heart out and then when I am done,
everything will be just fine and back to normal.

The only thing that can make me feel a little bit better is CE on Friday.
I'm going to go claim my free 2 hours~
But seems like even the plan for Friday is screwed...

Papa, please get well soon.

2009-01-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

Thank you.
For the chance.
30 minutes, 30 lifetime of happiness^^

2009-01-12T21:33:00.002+08:00

We are going to Jupiter tonight^^
Thy shall be the captain of the space ship.
If you want to join us,
do meet us at 1am at the first coconut tree outside Changi Airport.
We will land on Earth again at 5am so that I can go to school on time.

TIRED TO THE MAX):
WHY AH?
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL ONLY!!!):

Yeah, you are right.
But pleaseeee, don't give up on me.
1 last chance.
I PROMISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?! D:
Okayokay, we come up with a plan.
If I really let you down again,
you can walk away as much as you want.
You can ignore me as much as you want.
But now,
just have faith in me?):

I'll keep all my promises^^
Like what you said,
"A promise is a promise"
Yeapyeap I'll make you super proudzxzxzxzxzxzx.

Zomgwtfbbq can drop SS one anot?):
Its very difficult and I can't understand a thinggg.
And the teacher is scaryyyyyyyyy.
She wants us to think super fast but the thing is I just can'ttttt.
When she is going through the answer for D,
I just figured out the answer for B):
Zomgawdz lag D:
And then and then and then cannot answer her question must stand
THEN SHE'LL ASK YOU MORE QUESTIONS OMG!!!
And then got so many sources A, B, C, D
VERY CONFUSING LEHH!
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

2009-01-11T13:04:00.004+08:00

I think the conversation was funny to the max.
We are both using different approach.
You called me and the first thing you did was to shout and scold me.
The first thing I did was to stay silent.
You were there shouting and scolding me non-stop.
I was there laughing non-stop.
You said its because I am nervous.
No, I'm just speechless.

"你还记得我牵过你的手吗?"
Whats the use of reminding me of all these?
Can you just tell me what you want to say,
instead of asking me what I want you to say.
The stuff I said is not "nonsense".
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HEEHEEHUUHUUHAAHAAHOOHOOHIIHII
Wahahaha I take one.
Zai hor!

2009-01-05T20:15:00.005+08:00

HAHAH I DIDN'T SAY THIS PLACE IS SAFE.
WELL NOT YET I GUESS.

Heeheez my sister and I took this picture sometime ago:D

Me: -just earned my very first 2 million- Eh see! 1,2,3,4,5,6 zeros lehh! Got number 2 infront somemore zomgawdzxz!!
May ee: uhhhh yeah? o.o
Me: -.- ZOMGWTFBBQ 2 FUCKING MILLION DOLLARS LEHH!!!
May ee: OMG YEA HOR!!!! DIDN'T REALISE OMGOMGOMG LOL!

And I thought I was slow -.-

PMSG is okayzxzx again I guess:D

Shit you alllll.
I wear this pair of shoes for so long already then you all come and say its not allowed?!
Its celebrationg its 1yearold birthday soon you know.
And now you come and tell me I must buy a new pair of shoes to replace this pair of shoes.
THEN HOW IS IT GOING TO CELEBRATE ITS 1YEAROLD BIRTHDAY?!
Joo hurtzxzx itzz peelings):
Hush shoe, hush hush.
Shuxian still loves Shoe^^
AHAHAHAHAHAH OMG I SERIOUSLY DOUBT MY MENTAL STABILITY.

Wowwwww I'm so shock that we can actually last for 28 pages.
I mean... you?!
At least out of the 28 pages, I'm proud to say that 27 pages are filled with joy.
For me, it's 28 pages with no regrets.
You should too.

TO THE MAX.
(Surely you don't think this phrase won't appear right:P)

2009-01-04T01:38:00.005+08:00

THIS

2009-01-04T01:38:00.003+08:00

PLACE

2009-01-04T01:38:00.001+08:00

2009-01-04T01:37:00.001+08:00

NOT

2009-01-04T01:36:00.001+08:00

SAFE

2009-01-04T01:35:00.004+08:00

ANYMORE

2009-01-04T01:32:00.002+08:00

-Takes cover-

Anyway,
26 January sounds like a familiar date...
:P

2008-12-28T20:55:00.002+08:00

For the things that don't kill us, only makes us stronger:D:D:D
JennaMe

-Complains about something while, at the same time, making me feel better with her green font-
-Consoles her while, at the same time, gets better while looking at her green font:P-
EHHH I SHOW YOU SOMETHING SUPER SCARYYY~~~
hahahaha okay
wait i go pee
i angry until i niao ji

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH OMG WTF AHAHAHA SO FUNNY:P

Listening to NeeNee makes me so heart pain):
I salute&respect you.
Since you are 1 year younger than me.
And still ohsomature^^
IFY to the max (AHAHA YEAH LAH MUST EXIST EVERYWHERE):D:D:D:D
Hoii next year sec 3 le,
can jiayou jiayou anot?
If not... Heeheehee
You know what will happen^^

2008-12-22T04:30:00.003+08:00

HUNGRYZXZXZX AND ANGRYZXZXXZ
It is soooooooo damn irritating):
Sometimes you are given high hopes.
And the next moment, you are being thrashed to square one again.

Its like taking the lift up a building.
You go to the lobby, you press the lift button, the lift arrives, you enter.
And you slowly ascends up to your desired level.
And upon reaching, the person immediately picks you up and throw you off the building.
You instantly land on level 1.
Then you are back to the state you are in before taking the lift.
But this time round you are hurt to a certain extent.
At this point of time, you will be picking yourself up and feeling super disappointed, proceed to walk away from the building.
BUT OH THE HORROR(AHAHAHAH WTFFF, MUST DRAMA ABIT AHAHAHA),
The person will be luring you again, giving you hopes and making promises, enticing you to go up the building.

& I myself would go “Okay lets try again. This time round, it would be different. You won’t throw me off again. I BELIEVE in you.”
I hate how I keep believing in you.
Believing that you will CHANGE.
Believing that YOU WILL KEEP YOUR PROMISEEEE.
Believing that you mean every single word you say.
Believing that you aren’t like that by nature.
I hate how I myself cannot stand firm against the decisions I make regarding you):
One moment I would promise myself that I will never ever side you again.
Never ever helping you again.
Never ever talking to you again.
But upon hearing your voice, I will immediately forget all the promises I make to myself and do things that are beneficial to you.
I’ll simply forget all the sins you have committed, all the sufferings you have implemented on others.
The worst part is, I will never be able to make myself realize the fact that YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE.
YOU ARE YOU, YOU ARE PROGRAMMED LIKE THIS.
LIKE HOW MICKEY MOUSE IS PROGRAMMED TO LIKE MINNIE MOUSE.
LIKE HOW DOGS ARE PROGRAMMED TO BARK.
LIKE HOW HUMANS ARE PROGRAMMED TO EAT AND BREATH.
YOU WILL NEVER KEEP YOUR PROMISE.
YOU WILL NEVER THINK ABOUT OTHERS.
YOU WILL NEVER MEAN ANYTHING YOU SAY.
YOU WILL NEVER CARE HOW OTHERS FEEL.
YOU. JUST. BLOODY. WILL. NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
I hate how I can’t make myself “immune” to you.
Now it’s at the point where I don’t even understand myself?
I dare to confront others.
I dare to confront all my other friends.
I dare to confront my family members.
BUT I JUST DON’T HAVE THE FUCKING COURAGE TO STAND UP AGAINST YOU.
I DON’T KNOW WHY.
I REALLY DON’T AND ITS NOT A GOOD THING.
The thing is I can pretend that I’d never knew you before but it will take time and I would need ALOTTTT of your cooperation by not contacting me.
But you are not allowing me to do so.
STOP GIVING ME HIGH HOPES WHEN YOU KNOW YOU YOURSELF CAN’T FULFILL IT.
BECAUSE EVERYTIME YOU DISSAPOINT ME, IT JUST GIVES ME MORE AND MORE REASON TO CONVINCE MYSELF TO LEAVE.
IF YOU DON’T WANT ANIMALS TO COME INTO YOUR HOUSE AND LIVE, DON’T LEAVE YOUR HOUSE DOOR OPEN AND LET THE ANIMAL COME INTO THE HOUSE AND SETTLE DOWN.
IT WOULD THEN BE DIFFICULT TO DRIVE IT AWAYYY.
From the start, just close the fucking door and make it clear to the animal.
I know I CTM and I really want to stop doing so.
But theres something stopping me from doing so and in fact, its making me want to CMAM for you.

I spent 24 hours thinking about what to do next and frankly speaking,
I still don’t know what to do.
AHAHAHAHA This is funny.

From the previous time, I thought that maybe you have really changed and that you were foolish that time and didn’t mean to do all those things.
But time and time again, the cycle repeats itself.
JUST AS I THOUGHT WE WERE ALL HAPPY ONCE AGAIN,
YOU TWO JUSTTTTTTTTT HAVE TO START QUARRELLING AGAIN.
JUST GREAT.
JUST WHAT I NEEDED.
AIYAH JUST CONTINUE FIGHTING AND DON’T RECONCILE OKAY.
I hate how I try again and again to make them forgive you.

AHAHAH I REALLY DON’T KNOW WHAT I JUST TYPED SO ITS GENERALLY OKAY IF YOU DON’TUNDERSTAND.
AFTER THINKING FOR SO LONG, I’M REALLY OKAY ALREADY AND I’M NOT GOING TO BE THE ONE SOLVING THE PROBLEM ALREADY.
OMG I’M OKAY ALREADY:D

What hurts the most was when you said “I forgot”
Is there really no significance?
Its like forgetting who your mother is.
Forgetting your ABCs.
Forgetting your 123s.
ITS SUCH A BASIC THING AND WHAT, YOU TELL ME YOU FORGOT.
Have you ever wondered what does the word before “jellyyamjellyyamjellyyam” mean?
DO YOU REALLY NOT CARE TO SUCH AN EXTENT?
If you think its a typo, tell you what, IT IS NOT A TYPO.
I made you swear,
But you said you can't.
THIS SHOWS THAT YOU YOURSELF DON'T EVEN HAVE THE CONFIDENCE IN THE THINGS YOU SAY.

2008-12-12T01:21:00.002+08:00

I BET WITH YOU WITH ALL MY ASSETS, YOU FORGOT ABOUT MY WORDS.

IF TOMORROW YOU REALLY REMEMBER, I'LL BURN DOWN THIS PLACE, CHANGE MY NAME TO "BO HIEW ME", DONATE MY TABLET TO PIGGGGG, GO TO THE UNDERWATER WORLD(AHAHAHAHAH Fuckkk), CONFESS EVERYTHING AND BURN ALL MY CLs AWAY^^

Okay you know I'm not serious, right?
AHAHAHHAAHAH.
Underwater world~ T.T

NBZ.
WBHGNL.
21, NYHHJY.
WBHZNSPL.
So what?
NKYZZYGXDNPY:/
WYD.
ZNXFKL.
ZDZD.
SRWBXFKL,
At least WZDWADRDDKLL^^

ZSX9T.
YDZZYXX.
WMZSXAD connection L.
YFL, WZD.
ZLSG, WHHJCWJ.
NHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHF:@
SFZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
XFZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
ZGWDDYQ, QQN...

Omgggg I am so wei da~ T.T
Can't belive I'm so noble :O
I'M GIVING UP MY PLACE FOR YOU KNOW!

DYQ, PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?

2008-12-08T00:41:00.007+08:00

RAWR HUNGRY
And stressed.

AHAHAHAH WARCRAFT IS SO FUNNY AHAHAH!
"CHIONG ARHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
"Walau full house still lose!"
-.-

2008-12-06T13:58:00.002+08:00

You'll be glue-d to your dota/rappelz/dota mates
And I'll be stoning and staring at you play.
I don't even know why you asked me along LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
Anyway thats my prediction.

2008-12-04T04:51:00.004+08:00

ZOMGWTFBBQ I'M SO DEAD HA-HA-HA I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT HOMEWORK UNTIL I WAS REMINDED TODAY. I CLEAN FORGOT ABOUT IT AND I WAS STUNNED FOR A FEW SECONDS WHEN I WAS REMINDED OF THE PILE. HOLY CRAP.

STOP USING "TAOYAN" ZOMGWTFBBQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE DON'T TELL ME YOU ARE SERIOUS ABOUT THE FLOWER><

2008-11-10T16:49:00.003+08:00

Take this,

Oswin: When I was young I love to look at the clouds. They'll always look like dogs.
Vik: Yeahh me too. But that was when we were pure and innocent. We are polluted now. Now you look up into the sky and you still see dogs, but now its having sex.

AHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Have fun in Taiwan CHAOAHBENG:D
I'll take photos of xiaoyu for you:P:P:P

2008-10-29T23:33:00.003+08:00

So game
If you think you are the greatest thing ever since sliced bread, think again.
Jen Stark owned you, hands downnnnnnn:D:D:D:D

PS. My mom is seriously crazyyyyyyyyyy.
We were ~~arguing~~ sharing our personal political views just now and we are both on the opposite ends.
Like omgggg, what the hell is wrong with her?
Who in the right mind would support M in this coming election?
Obviously not me.
I would pay nothing for the endless drama M would cause if he were to win^^
&I would be please to kill the next person who tries to brainwash me with their own views and opinion^^

2008-10-20T23:11:00.002+08:00

SXLOVESRT!
AHAHAHAH Was crying like a crazy person for 1 hour plus in Shichen's living room while she was in the other room SLEEPING herself unconscious:P
AHAHAHAHA I'M OKAYYY, REALLY:D
Never felt so relieved in a very longggg time:P:P:P:P
Now my eyes hurts like madddddddd):
But who cares^^

Shichen: Mr Lee! They call me Shichen but you can call me tonight:D
AHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAAHHAAHHAHAHAAHHAHA CLASSIC!

2008-10-19T04:24:00.004+08:00

A little help please,
HOHOHOHOH Its almost 5 am and I'm still wide awake and hungryyyyy.
Damn itttttt.

While I was browsing through my msn just now, I saw this(click for clearer view):

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH This is what I call pro!
I was stunned for 5 seconds and to think its done by a guy -.-
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA classic.

2008-10-16T00:17:00.006+08:00

Me piggyback-ing Hazirahhh^^

2008-10-11T00:47:00.004+08:00

Technically,
I should be quarantined on a special island with all the other people who are PMS-ing like crazy like me.

All forms of electronics should be kept at least 40000 km away from me and the other people on the island to prevent any tablet being smashed or any phones being cracked. (HAHAHAHHAHA)

There should be counsellors on the island, to help the mentally disturbed and emotionally unstable people, like me.

The island will not have any orange coloured objects, because the colour orange causes frustration in humansssss (Ehhh its realll! Like how blue makes you feel calm and all. ITS SCIENTIFICALLY TRUEEEEEE! ERTYNBVCFDSERTYUIBVCXFDRETY:@:@:@:@:@:@:@ See I told you I'm unstable)

There should be manymany additional mathematics textbooks provided on the island, because additional mathematics textbook are very thick therefore its very comfortable to lie on them^^

People like Diver, Porkfloss, Lamian guy(AHAHAHA SHICHEN AHHHAHAHAHA) and hi-I'm-Andy guy(HAHHAHHAHAHAHA SHICHENN!) should be made to be servants on the islands so that we can vent frustration so that we can recover faster^^

Money should drop from the sky there because money makes people happy~

Games played on the island must always let us win because winning makes people happy~

Everyday on the island is free cone day!

The teevee there must have all my favourite showsssss.

Shichen must be there HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHAHHAAHH.

There must be kaka there to scare Shichen:P

There must be bubble tea on the island.

Animals will listen to us and items will move around as instructed.

The animals must tell jokes.

The island will be fully operated on electricity produced by human instead of burning fuel. Turbines will replace the wheels of a bicycle and the turbines will spin and electricity will be produced whenever someone pedals it. Someone will be hired and paid highly to ride the bicycle and if 1 bicycle is not enough, add several more.

Thats the place where I belong now, The PMS island!^^

Note to self:
Stop. Getting. Angry. At. Everything. Bitch.

(^_________________^)

2008-10-04T22:43:00.003+08:00

Hopeful; faithful
Read the following:P
AHAHAHAHAHAH -me
&&IMY -Shichen

AHAHAHAHHAHA Omggg Shichen really ji li hai yi xia de lahhh:P

2008-10-01T22:49:00.004+08:00

Robin, Raven, Starfire, Beastboy & Cyborg!
Hohohohohoh I'm currently very very very very happy:D
Don't know why also:O
I bet none of you know why.
Because I myself also don't know why I'm so happy AHAHAHAHHA
Not funny ah?
Orh okay lorh.
Hmmm maybe my parents and sister will know?
Yeahh okay later I go ask them AHHAHA.
I'M SO NONSENSE AHAHAHHA HOHOHOHOHOHO EHEHEHEHEHEH
STOP BEING SO HIGHHHH!:@

Ahah Shichen and me!
We were playing catching in PS on Monday with ASYIKIN.
Damn fun but we totally got no image I tell you:P
We kept running away from Shichen because she was acting like a crazy woman and she kept chasing after us AHHAHAHA.
In the end Asyikin have to act like she don't know us because we were playing until damn high and making a lot of noise:P

Oh yeah talking about having no image,
whenever you are with Shichen,
CONFIRM NO IMAGE ONE AHAHHAHA.
"Since when do you have image"
Okay fineeeeee.
Then for this case your image will become negative if you don't have any in the first place AHAHAH.
And she damn $%^&*( okay I tell you:@:P
Let me tell you why^^

We were eating potato chips that dayy at her houseee
Shichen: -Point at the potato chip she dropped on my skirt-
Me: Is it clean? You never eat right?
Shichen: -shakes head-
Me: -Picks it up and eat-
Shichen: AHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Me: O.O WALAUUUU YOU EAT BEFORE ONE RIGHT! $%^&*(*&^%$%

DAMN BAD RIGHT!!!!
Ahahahahahah hope Muthu bring cockroaches to your house ahhh!:@
And somemore,

Germaineee: Ehh look at her hair. She tie until like that. -Points at some girl-
Gina: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Shichen: Yeah lorhh look like the...Tsk the... Tsk the... Errr the...Moon fairy!
Gina: SAILOR MOON HUH?
Shichen: Yeahyeahyeah!

AHAHAHAHA MOON FAIRY SOMEMORE!
Very good that I can bully her with this kind of thing^^
Muahahah I know alot of things that I'm not suppose say HAHAHAHAHAH
And her unglam photo:P
Can blackmail her:P
BUT PAN SHICHENNNNN, I WON'T SAY ONE LAH:D

And never never never sit with her during physics:P
Very dangerous one:P
-sing and shakes head and dance-
ZHEN DE HEN WEI XIAN DE!
During physics = fierce and unreasonable teacher
Sit with Shichen = SHENJINGBING SIT NEXT TO YOU
Mix both together,
IT MEANS DISASTERRR:O

Wahahahah anyway, I love Shichen to the ultimateeeeee!:D
(Ultimate is more than maximum right? Yeah lahhhh.)

Wah so longggg.
Okay la I go now HOHOHOHOH
BYEBYE.
Shit cannot find my charger):
Zen me ban):

2008-09-28T23:16:00.002+08:00

Buay hiao bai
Ahah omg I finally know how to spell it^^
I think its such a cute phrase:D
Buay hiao bai
Buay hiao bai
Buay hiao bai
AHAHAH So cute:D:D:D
The meaning also very cute HAHAHAHAH.
Just like me:D
AHAHAH OMGGG TOTALLY BUAYHIAOBAI:P

Ahhhh jiu wo):
Wo hen ya li):

2008-09-21T22:35:00.004+08:00

Drag force
My eyes very pain.
Nose very pain.
Hands very pain.
And I'm very tireddd.
I want to sleepppp.
But I have vector diagrams to drawwww.
I hate vector diagrams.
But I still need to draw them.
I don't want to draw vector diagramssssssss.
But I have to):
I don't like vector diagrams%^&*
But I still got to draw themmmm.
Aiyah whatever I go draw my vector diagrams now lah.
Huhh but I don't want to draw vector diagrams):
But I NEED to.
I don't want to draw vector diagrams):
But I mustttt.
Omg I'm talking to myself.
Gone caseeeee already.

I want to eat eggs.
I want to drink milo.
I want to eat lettuce.
I want to eat potatoes.
I want to drink soup.
I want to kill KINGKONG.
I want to buy this.
I want to buy that.
I want to play.
I want to watch cartoons.
I want to watch Teevee.
I want to charge my ZENNN.
I want to read my book.
I miss Pamela.
I miss Phylicia.
I miss Marcus.
I want to do so many things,
but theres so little time):
VETORDIAGRAMSVECTORDIAGRAMSVECTORDIAGRAMSVECTORDIAGRAMS!
*()&$%!%^&()*!$%

2008-09-06T23:05:00.013+08:00

WAHAH:D
Super me^^

2008-08-30T22:09:00.013+08:00

You need repairs.
Ahahahah hello
I feel so weird nowwww.
Wahahahahah Weibin is so funny.
He is so cute and gullible.
He is officially called AnAn:P:P:P:P:P:P

26th Awegirls 2008! My sister's birthdayyy!
Wahahahah there was Chem SPA after school and I ponned it :O
~~Shahl taught me to lie and say that~~ I had family issues to attend to:P
AHAHAHAH:O:O:O:O
Rushedddd back to Woodlands after school and met with Shahl, Sam, VEN! and Pravin firsttt:D

Me and Sam!:D

Don't know what we are laughing about also:P

AHAHAHAHAHAH

Sammm!

Vennn!:D

Waited and then the other guys cameeeee.

Andy, Tnesh, Vick!

Waitedddddd for another 3 hours before my sister finally arrivedd.
Ahahah my sister only knew that Shahl and Sam was there but didn't know me and the rest were theree:D
When she arrived, she said
"Omggg did you all wait for very long? I thought only Sam and Shahl was here so I was still taking my own sweet time to come here"
WTF rightt damn best mannn AHAHAHAHA-.-
Yup then we had our lunch:D

The gang!:D

Eatingg:P

After lunch, Sam asked my sister to go to the toilet with her so that we can secretly go get the cake before my sister comes back from the toilet:D
Andy decorating the cake with his broken finger:O
The cakes is made out of Ferrero Rocherrr!:D:D
Damn niceeee:PMysister: "Damn stresss! What should I wish for what should I wish for?"
Shahl: "Wish for Killabeez to get into the finals lahh!"
Mysister: "Aiyah thats a must lahh!"

Blowwwwwww!
Dividing the cakeee:D
Nigel lighted it up again and blew it away before my sister could do so HAHAHAH damn baddd:P
Tnesh, Pravin, Vick, Nigel, Andy, BamBam, Sam, Me, Ven, Ghast, Mysister, Shahl!

They keep saying we look alike:O
Where gottt!
AHAHAH Vickkk.
He's damn funny!
He keep saying he want to bully me until I cryy:@
AHAHAH Vick and Ghastt:PThe girlsss:D The guys!

Me and Venn!:D
She's damn cute and pretty lahhh!:D:D

Mysister and Nigel AHAHAHA

Me and Vickk!

Shahl, Mysister, Sam!
Ghast&Mysister:D

Mysister and I:D
Yup after eating, we went to Sarabak to chill:D AHAHAHAH Look at Vick:P
And after that, we headed to the carparkkk. The guysss!
Yupp and soon it was time to go home:D

Hope you had fun bitch!
19 already.
Don't be so gay anymore:D
Lurbbiesxh choo!
Wahahhaah okay I am damn tired nowwww.
Kayzzz byeee:D

2008-08-18T22:55:00.003+08:00

Totally LAUGH-OUT-LOUD

Mr Lee: So what is x?
Us: 45 degrees.
Mr Lee: Wahh very good. Eh eh eh sidetrack abit ahh.
Mr Lee: Its very unfair you know. Like in the olympics ah, for swimming, got freestyle, breaststroke, butterfly, frog style etcetc. So you can excel in many and win more medals. But running only got 1 style! Why they don't make like 1 race run with the left leg, 1 race run with the right leg, 1 race run with both legs, 1 race run backwards, 1 race run sideways etcetc

AHAHAHAH MRLEE IS DAMN FUNNY AHAHAHHA.

Mr Lee: I just came from 3__ and alot of them never bring tablet pc also so I ask them to stand outside. From outside, I see their angelic faces and their innocent innocent eyes filled with sorrow. I didn't have the heart to ask them to stand outside so I ask them to come back in.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

Kayzz byezz.

2008-08-03T19:55:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday小猪!:D

Stoppp fallinggg downnnnnnn:P:P:P

Or getting hit by stuff

Or trippingggggg:P:P:P:P

Ahahah so cute:D

ILY, 国王<3!

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Wahhhh so angryyyy:@

Whenever I see the advertisement, I have the intention to kill people mannn. (Ahah am I scaring you?:P)

Such an imitation:@

Wahah copy cat:@

Very angry:@

Damn gross:@

Ahah but nevermindddd.

You won't make it big^^

(You better not:@)

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Oh yeahhhh bonding session with Thomasssss and Daniellllll was fun!:D:D:D:D

Eventhough the two of them kept asking me to hug myselffff pfft:P

Too bad I can't talk to Simonnnnnn:@

Reached home at 11+ and someone still complain about my mom when his parents are still at Orchard shoppinggg:O:O:O

Yayyy theres going to be another bonding session next Saturday:D:D:D

Wahahahahahah

Show very cute:D

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Eh waittttt!

This one very funny:P

MissLiWY: Gina is the JI leader. What is the your motive in bombing Singapore, Gina?

Gina: (I presume she is laughing, like always:P:P)
MissLiWY: Ehhh don't gigglegiggle!

Gina: (I think shes still laughing:P:P:P)

MissLiWY: (I think she give up on her AHAHAHA) Okay Art, what is Gina's motive?

-Lesson continues-

-30 mins later-

MissLiWY: So, is Singapore safe?

Germaine: Singapore where got safe! The JI leader is just sitting next to me!

AHAHHAHAHAHAAH.

Someone: Miss Li, need to copy(kopi) or not?

MissLiWY: Teh also can.

AHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHA.

Kayzzz byezzz.

:D:D:D

SHOW IS VERY CUTEEE!:D<3

Oh yeahhh I finally got the detention which I was waiting forrrr:D

Whatever mannnnn.

2008-07-23T21:13:00.002+08:00

Whazzup with youuuuu.
Hello Miss~~diver~~bitchhhhhhh,
Whats wrong with typing my debate notes in an SS document?
Ohhhhhh you meannn its against the school rules to type English stuff in an SS documenttt?:O:O
Omggg sorry mann, so didn't know about this rule.
New to the school, you see.
-.-

So what if I type it in my SS document?
I just LOVE SS, can't I?
Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I? Can't I?
CAN'TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT I?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
HUHHHHHHH?!
You've got a problem with that?!

Since you are soooooo unhappy with this facttttt, let me repeat myself just for your sake^^
I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I? I just LOVE SS, can't I?
Get it?
No?
Awwwww you poor thinggggg with a puny brain,
Just ~~fuck off~~scram.
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Ahah sorry for the foul language.
Very angry you seeee:@

Ahahah Liar and Rubbish were so high for school today:P
Ohh yeahhhhhhh, haven't add flying terrorist to Liar's city yet HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

2008-07-21T20:34:00.002+08:00

Chirpz Chirpz
They said nothings impossible, just as long as you put in the effort and have the determination. And, not to forget, the luck, perseverance and courage.
But this time, I'm sure that its really impossible.
Especially since ___ ___ _ ___):
And I __ ____ _ ____.
Save me mannn.
Since its impossible, someone teach me how to let go, move on and forgetttt):
The best part is,
I can't share this with anyone...
I can't let anyone knowww...

I can't afford the stares.
I can't afford the steorotyping.
I'm not what you think))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Whateverz mianz(AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA)
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On a lighter note,
Mr Lee very funny HAHAHA

Mr Lee: Okay so I'm going to fla...
Us: O.O!!!
Mr Lee: SHOW the answers on the board.

AHAHHAHA.
Seems like everyone is avoiding the word in skoolz :/

And Miyavi is crazy miannnn!

Miyavi: Eh cool miannn!
Shindong&I: -.- *ignores*
Miyavi: Ehhhhhhhh! Cool miannnnnn!
Shindong&I: -.-!!!
Miyavi: EHHHHHH COOL MIANNN! *Points at noodles because we were at the noodle stall*

AHHAHAHA lame mianz.
Shes trying to say "cool man".

Ahaha okay byebyeeeee.
Oh yeah today is racial harmony dayyy!:D
Ahahah so funny&malu.

2008-07-17T23:20:00.002+08:00

Round and round the mulberry bush
Ahhh okayokay I know I know I should be studying for tests butbutbut I reallyreally have to say something wahahah.

WYSC?! OSMICHMA. ILYASHAC? HCABSHAC?! FODOIHBLTFM. RR. ETT. DHI, ITIVVCAH, R. RSIOYTD. IRDWYTTMWBYFT. ISHFSSL, FYS. SCBR, CHI): ISHFMNTTY, ILYRRM. BTTI, YAAG, IAAG, I. WI, ICSTFWA. IHTBHA, FHA, F"OMG!"A. TWFE. F, IRSOWK. A, TCBINJ. IJWTWYFA, FHAYFH, FSAYFS. WII, IJWYTKTILY, YASC, SC, SH, SC(?!), ASOMGLA:D
11 April 2008 till foreverrrrrrrrr:D

Whatever it is, I feel so :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Best feeling in the worldddd ^^

If you miraculously understand what I'm trying to say, good for you.
If you don't, you don't:P

Wahahaha omgggg so bananaappleorangegrapepearpineapplewatermelon ELATEDDDD&HAPPY(!!!!!!!!).
You give me wingssssss!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

PS. Gina Lam very good. While me and Germaine are suffering through the boring lessons in school, shes happily at home playing Sims. Knnnnnnnnnnn. :P

2008-07-10T23:02:00.005+08:00

How many next times till your "next time"?

Parpin soup and slipper-shoe!:D:D:D:D
AHAHAHHA DAMN FUNNY AHAHAHAH!:D:D:D:D

Excuse me, I'm 15, you're 19. We have no link. Please stop asking for my contacts from others:@
You think they won't tell me ah?:@

2008-07-02T22:21:00.005+08:00

Hahahahappy birthday ~~CIKXY~~Trixy Fonggg!
Ahaha ehh walau you so fast old for what.
Okay whatever lah thanks I faster ahaha:P

Ehhh continue to practice your Shaolin Kungfu okay if not cannot impress Shifu later onnnnnn:B
Ahahaha 15 already, but continue to have fun being the frog, my bench buddy, one of the two Pullshirt’s blob on the bench, facial-to-bestfriend buddy, glassdoor buddy, addicting games buddy (Oh black betty bam-a-lam~~~ AHAHAHAH), Ouch-inducing movies buddy:P, should-we-click-on-this-advertisement buddy :P, testimonial-filing buddy (Eh don’t crazy ah:D:D:D), bookshop assistant buddy:D:D:D(“AUNTIE!” *hides under table*), one of the three illegal ~~immigrants~~ANIMALS who were eating on the beach, my lets-walk-to-the-highway/expressway buddy :P, my took-a-taxi-when-our-destination-is-just-one-bend-away buddy(AHAHAHAHAH!), my twin(“Eh I thought why she come into my car” AHAHA), my Velcro-hamburger buddy:D:D:D, my walau-we-got-deliver-the-flag buddy, my lets-get-scolded-by-PA-together buddy(“Excuse muahhh” -.-), my omg-lets-discuss-how-he-must-always-be-next-to-MrSiow buddy(AHAHAH FUNNYYY!:D), my pass-your-history-or-call-PullShirt pal:P:P:P:P, my one and only Shaolin mate in the academy under Shifu:D:D:D:D, my come-lets-try-to-enter-the-office buddy:) (AHAH Bloody alarm rangggggg.), my let-us-help-you-write-the-namelist buddy!(“So you write here…” “OKAYOKAY” AHAHAH), my Subaru-car-competition-winner(I also winner okay:D), my walau-his-wife-look-so-attitude buddy :P, my 24/7 FOYER MATE AND BUDDY!:D:D:D:D, my omg-she-copying-us buddy :P:P, my I-dare-you-to-stuff-gummy-worms-up-your-nose buddy :P, my I-make-you-cry-infront-of-cashier mateeee:D (So proud of myself), my we-wear-the-same-shirt-without-discussing buddy! :D, my ogle-at-his-chipmunks-in-his-car buddy, MY EGGCRUSHERRRRRRRRRRRRR MATEEE<3 (“So you take the paper and whackwhackwhack”:P), MY CHALKFRIENDDDDDDDDDDDDDD<3, the friend who always advice me to go and live in Africa pfft :P, my come-lets-write-a-blogpost-to-MrTan pal, my sit-bus-32-until-butt-pain companion:D, my block119-block220-block117*turns around* buddy:D:D my PIZZABARRR PARTNER<3, my visiting-Shifu-together-soon partner!:D, my SHUXIANfanclub leader and #1 fan! :D, ANDDDD LAST BUT NOT LESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT(theres still a lot more events!:D:D, can’t finish writing them all down):), THE ONE AND ONLY PERSON IN THIS WHOLE WIDE WORLD WHO UNDERSTANDS WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT:D

Ahahaha see I remember them:D
I bet you don’t lahh you immature noob:P(Ahah I’m older than you:P:P:P) Yuppppppppppppppppp so happy birthday yeahhhhhhh my adored comrade
Thanks for being my friend
AND I LOVE YOU<3!:D
Lets bring Shaolin Martial Arts to a whole new level!:D

P.S Oh yeah thanks for your help regarding my worksheet that day :D
Eventhough I’m the one who needed the worksheet, you are the one who was more kancheong than me, trying so hard to help me get it :D While other people would most probably just stare blankly at me and say “Huhh I don’t know” and not offer me any useful help, you helped me in the most practical way even though you could have just walked away and not bothered. And your encouragements too:D Thanks so much lehhhhhhhhhhhhhh:D Really really:D Walauu I SOUND VERY SINCERE OKAY!

Sidetrackkkk: Muahaha I know I knowwwww, I’ve not blogged for like… 2 momths? :P
~~Gina~~Miyavi and ~~GermaineDONGHAE~~Shindong fucking funny AHAHAHHA.

2008-04-19T22:40:00.003+08:00

You'll miss 100% of the shots you don't take.
Omgggg so true leyyyy! :O
AHAHAH Wah I sound so chim please :D
ThankyouThank you :B

Okay fine lahh ahahah, I did not come up with that.
Its from a bookmark lahhhh.
Ahhhh anyway hello:D

Sometimes I wonder why I even made that choice in the first place.
I know I know, I promised myself before that I won't let all this happen.
But I don't know whyyyyyyyyy I still allowed it to happen.
Everything happened so fastttttttttttt, too fast for me to react to be exact.
I hate this mannn. I hate this.
No wait. I hate YOU.
And to think all this happened all because of you >:/
I hope you know that I'm talking about you.
Because all that had happened, which is bloody caused by you, is causing tremendous stress in me.
Its like a recurring dreammmmmm.
All lumped together, all coming back at me again and again, day after day.
Sometimes I wonder, is it my fault or is it yours.
Actually, its no use thinking about this now.
Its no use pushing the blame anymore.
Theres no point.
I just want all this to end.
dfkjskfhjsdfhsmfnbnfbfsdnfbsnfbdsnfbsfnsdbfjhwkhe ARGHHHPFFTTTT I've never ever been so stress before mannnnn.
): ): ): ): ): ): $%^&*((*^%$%^&*^&*()
>:/ >:/ >:/ >:/ >:/ >:/ >:/ >:/ >:/ >:/ >:/
Goddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

Ahahaha don't worry yozxzxxzxz.
I'll be fine :D
~~Because I'll not be thick.~~
Okay stop it Shuxian stop it.
AHAHAHA Byebye and the world will ~~not~~ sleep tonighttttttt.

2008-03-22T01:32:00.001+08:00

I feel a disturbance in the fashion sense of force.

Am I like so free?
Do I have eons to waste?
Omg just what is my problem. >:/

2008-02-20T21:39:00.006+08:00

Show on stage!
Ahh Hello hello!:D
Do you miss me do you miss me do you miss meeee?:D
Yes you do!
AHAHAH Okay sorry :/

Thank you,
MissSleepy CC Cleo!
FutureLesPartner下凡 Sherminnnnnnnn!
MissPainful ChyiHui!
StoneGirl屁ley Jovina!
PornGirl屁啦 Cynthia!
For the OmggggggHottt Poster!:D

Ohhhh Cynthia, I didn't catch the hint about your birthday present:P
&Jessicaaaaaaaa, I missed that day's and today's one toooo! :(

Wah currently feeling so free because common test doesn't start tomorrow.
I am shaking my leg and staring at the ceiling with my mouth wide open while waiting for hippos to diffuse out of the walls.
Wow how exciting.
(Ahahaha you believe ahh?)

OHHHH AND BEFORE I FORGET;
HAZIRAH! I am really okayyyyyy!:D Stop saying saw-rey): Andandand saya cinta padamuuuuu!:D

Yayyyy I guess I just saved my butt from being attacked by evil attacker Chuxuannnn! >:)
Lalalala so I guesssss I'm free to go nowwwwwwww!
VROOMVROOM!

2008-01-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

1MOREDAYS1MOREDAY1MOREDAYS! Till my birthday!
Aren’t you exciteddddd? Ahah maybe not you but I ammmmmm!:D
But,
a few days ago I received the letter to ask me to go make my IC :(
This is so sadddddd. I’m getting olddddddddddddddd
15 15 15 15 15 15.
Doesn’t sound nice at allllll.
But still, birthdays are funnnnnn!:D :D :D :D :D :D

Omg AHAHAHAH I just realized that this is my FIRST post of 2008:/
“So loser”
Oi, what, people want to be lazy also cannot is it :P
No wait I’m not lazy, I’m just not hardworking to be exact:D

Anyway, school has already started IF YOU STILL DON’T KNOW.
(I don’t know why you won’t know. Its either you are still living in your own world, still thinking that its December and still enjoying your some sort of extended December holiday or you are simply living in self denial:P)
And if I’m not wrong it should be the fifth week already?
Its only the fifth week and I’m already positive that I am going to fail my recent English and Lit testtt:/
Should just go slit my wrist or something (HAHAHAHAHA You believe?)
And Yayyyy we finally finished our littleproject today that lasted over a period of 3 days :D
So nice so nice so nice:D
I think we are all ~~Mozart~~ Picasso’s offsprings or something AAHAHAHAH:P

Oh yeah, Jovina is super sweet and nice okayyy:D
Physics ended at 1:45PM today but I was still struggling with the calculations at 2:15PM and despite the fact that the whole class already left the lab, Jovina actually stayed and waited for me throughout and even helped me with the calculations<3
So nice:D
Therefore, the bottom line is, Jovina is super sweet and Physics sucks:D

AHAHAHAH Not to forget, Wei En is super weirddddddd.
Whenever she drinks water, she will always remember to pour some water on my shoulder for I don’t know what reason and we’ll both start laughing like mad over it.
Weird, I know.
Maybe she thinks theres some bean sprout on my shoulder or something :B
And the boy I met was so NOT a ghost! :@

ANDANDANDAND CHEM WITH CYNTHIA WAS FUN AHAHAHA
“Where’s your driving license? Where are your car keys?”

Hohohoho tomorrow is FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
The day where Ting Wai and I goes crazy when the clock strikes 1:45PM :D
~~RING RING RING RING LIKE A TELEPHONEEEE~~
Wah so late already.
Byeeeeeeeee!

Ps. Graceeeeeeee! Don’t be too sad about him leaving okay :P Go youtube and watch him also can AHAHAHAHA.

2007-12-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

有
人
批
评
你
代
表
有
人
在
意
你

There's alottttttt of people who cares about&love you.

Don't give upppppppp!

Shoexian挺你!<3

-No. 13!:D

----------------------------------------------------------

Crap, school's startinggggggggggg.

Ahhhh Save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

AHAHAHAH no need lah.

2007-12-26T04:26:00.000+08:00

我要自信無比的Solo
就要每天都對自己說加油啊我最猛
HAHAHA Omg hilarious.

Yay today is Christmas:D
So fun so fun so fun AHAHAH.
Hui Jie, PMSG, Natalie and Zeelean owes me presents I don't care:P (I still remember okay)
Now my hands smell of coffee and chocolate due to the logcakes :@

Anddddddd watch this video!

羅志祥 - 淘汰郎
This was released when I was in Primary5 AHAHAH so young.
I know its ancient but still, its reallyreally niceeeee:D

Q&A section:
Q: Can I listen to the video but don't watch it because I just don't want to?
A: Ahah yeah you can.

Q: Can I just watch the video but don't listen to it?
A: Ehhh actually you can but you SHOULDN'T. Seriously.

Q: Why?
A: Because he looks somewhat funny in it but nonetheless cute:D AHAHAHA Okay lah you should watch lah.

Q: Can I watch and listen to the video because I think I'm a very good multi-tasker?
A: Yes.

Q: Why should I spend my 4 minutes on this video when I can spend it on other things?
A: Because its wayyyy nice and its confirm way better than what you are going to spend your 4 minutes on instead. And quit asking why.

My sister and I bought something veryVERY funny and embarrassing three days ago. LUCKY THERE WAS ONLY ONE CASHIER AT THE COUNTER AT THAT TIME OMG AHAHAH I BET THE CASHIER WAS LAUGHING TO HERSELF DEEP DOWN INSIDE AND SOMEMORE ITS THE LAST ONE IN THE STORE AHAHA OKAY I SHOULD GO AND LAUGH AT MYSELF TOO TOGETHER WITH THE CASHIER BYEBYE.

2007-12-19T00:30:00.001+08:00

Friday, 14122007!
Show Luo Zhi Xiang 罗志祥舞所不在专辑签唱会~!
Ahahah wah you don't know how many people went for it mannnn.
The queue occupied all the corridors of the first level of Junction8, alllllllll the way up the stairs, till it reached the third storey :O:O:O
Queued for 3 thousand years.
And yay my sister and I made new friends, Pamela and Phylicia, both sisters just like us :D
The stage area was filled with so many people until Pamela, Phylicia, my sister and I can't see the stage at all and its so squeezy and stuffy until we can't breatheeee.
Before he came right, the four of us were singing very enthuly to the songs that were amplified then hor, I don't know why hor, people around us keep staring at us hor, until we decided to shut up ley!
Why ah, why must stare ah, can you tell me why ah.
But nevermindddddd we still sang despite thattt.
When he finally arrived, he performed 一枝独秀(OMG HAHAH So niceee) and sang 败给你 hohohoho before he started signinggggg and shaking handsssssss.
Before he started, there was alot of interviews and all lah.
At first, the speed he was signing at was very very slow which is very good because you get to see him close-up for a longer period of time when you go up.
BUT THEN HOR, he became faster and faster and faster ley! Not THAT fast lah.
Why ah, why must gain speed ah, can you tell me why ah. Okay I know why, don't haf'ta tell me.
Oh yeah and Pamela is very cute okay.
She kept holding onto my hand and saying "我不会让你离开我."
AHAHAHAH SO CUTE.

After signing continuously for 2 hours, he stood up for a break then the DJ was talking to him on stage.
The conversation was very cute please.

佩芬：小猪要吃多一点哦. 你瘦了哦, 大家说是不是?
大家：是！
小猪：屁啦！不要相信他们的话. 他们很矛盾的. 当我胖时, 他们都说 "小猪你胖了, 要减肥了哦". 我瘦的时后, 他们都说 "小猪你太瘦了,要吃多一点"

AHAHAHAHA Very cute lah him.
The two of them also said some really lame joke before he went back to ~~Taiwan~~ sign the CDs :D
There was this super irritating, omg very irritating okay, lady who was pratically molesting AHAHAHASOMEWHATLAH us just to get infront of us okay omg.
But hohoho try again next time man.
We totally won her and left her out of the line okay HOHOHO.
While signing, 小猪 kept on saying "Welcome to Singapoh" to us when we are suppose to say that to him HAHAH he's so cute!
He also said some joke about three walking dustbins and kept laughing sarcastically&cutely at 佩芬's joke.
You know the queue to him is very long right, so the four of us were discussing what we should say to him when we go up later on.
So okay my sister was suppose say ""
And I was suppose to say "" (Mine was the most retarded lineee)
And Pamela and Phylicia together are suppose to say "".
Thinking that no one would pangseh me right, I convinced myself I will say that very embarrassing line of mine when I go up.
After standing for 7 hours straight, its finally our turnnnnn so my sister went first then me then Pamela then Phylicia.
Lo and Behold, WHEN ITS MY SISTER'S TURN, SHE NEVER SAY HER LINE LEY! THEN SOMEMORE NO ONE TOLD ME SO I DIDN'T KNOWWW.
Then it was my turn and I was looking at him until I 看傻眼 until I forgot to pass the CD to him. Very cute one ley him in real life.
While he was signing I was still thinking should I say my line then I thought since its my one and only chance I might as well say right.
So I said at a volume that I thought was very soft "" (But was actually very loud because the people all behind me can hear :@)
He looked at me,
shook my hand OMG AHAHAHAHAH
and I ran off the stageeeee.
Then when all 4 of us finally gathered, MY SISTER THEN TOLD ME THAT SHE NEVER SAY HER LINE.
THEN YOU KNOW WHATTTTTT?! PAMELA AND PHYLICIA ALSO NEVER SAY.
Wah best.
Ohhhhh andddddddd, on that very day, all of Show's album was sold out, yes COMPLETELY SOLD OUT, at Woodlands and Junction8 :O (You know how many album is that anot.)
And he's also the first in ranking for CD sales :D
Because of that, after he finish signing all the albums at 11+,
(MUST WATCH THIS VIDEO VERY CUTE AHAHAH)

"小小猪"

he performed 败给你 again :D
Just that he edited it OMG SO CUTE:D
But my sister was standing under the speakers so the audio is HAHHAHAHA.

0:01 哦这边写错了哦
0:30 你什么时候要买我的专辑
1:35 你什么时候还会来到新加坡
1:39 我越来越介意做梦也想到你就像是绿蛋糕 (Pandan cake HAHAHA)
2:22 看到小猪就蹲下去
3:45 新加新加新加新加新加新加新加坡坡坡坡坡新加新加新加新加新加坡

Very cute righttt!:D
Ahhh then after that he went off and back to his hotel and we went home :D
But you know what, the journey doesn't end here :D
There's a part twooooooo!
Ahaha okay stay tuned for part II!
Till then, byebyeeee!

PS. Did I mention, 小猪 is veryVERYVERYVERYVERYVERY cute and 帅呆了in real life OMG CUTE!

PS. I LOVE 小猪 SHOW LUO ZHI XIANGGGG<3 :D

PS. Oh yeah and on Monday(2daysago), its me and Joash's 1 year anniversary :DDD

2007-12-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

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Face it,
you are a tad too stupid.

2007-11-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

你好幸福, 真的真的好幸福.

有时, 一个人顺手就能得到的东西是别人一辈子死命追求也得不到的.

:(

2007-11-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

WAH SO BIG!
:D
Wah so retarded -.-

2007-11-12T00:34:00.000+08:00

"小猪, 你命好, 感动了天"
"对, 对, 对" So cute!

AHAHA Yayyy watch it watch it :D
My sister took the videooo:D
Note at -1:37! He was doing the Mr Pig action:P

Yeah, so my sister and I went for 罗志祥's 签票会 at Bugis on Friday(!!!!!!!!!)
There were so many people who went I tell you but "lo and behold", we managed to stand at the first row, which was also the row with the clearest view of the stage but unfortunately, nearest to the speakers :@
So there we were, standing in front of a loud(Yes, loud, REAL LOUD) speaker that was blasting music at 3000000 decibels for 4 1/2 hours straight with a huge crowd around us.
Was actually on the verge of covering my ears with my hands BUTTTTT there wasn't even enough space for me to even move my head so I decided to just stone and glare at the two girls next to me who were talking about really irrelevant stuff and trying my very best to ignore the 30000000 decibels sound waves that were intruding my ears. Didn't really help much, actually:/
Omgg then he came:D
Ahhh yeah he's super cute lah :DDDDD
The signing of the tickets began ANDDDDDD the fans got to shake hands with him :O
But hor, we didn't get his signature and missed the chance to shake his hands because of some reason.
By the time we left for MOS Burger at 8+ to eat(Stood from 3+ all the way to 8+), we were already near to being deaf, trust me.
OHYEAHHH, my sister collected the 進化三部曲 book with his signature :DDD
(Ehh don't look down on this book okay. It's imported from Taiwan. Got sit airplane one ley)
With the limited edition posterrrrr :D
Yeah shit the content of the book is super sad):
No wait, touching, to be exact.
Especially the last "chapter".
Wanted(BUT DID NOT) to cry yesterday while reading lahhh :/
He finished signing all the tickets by 11.
So many tickets to sign, but he finished all within 3 hours:D:D:D:D

OMG AND SINCE YOU ARE ALREADY HERE,
WATCH THIS TOO.
Ehh don't be bias.
Watchh! :D

So cute!<3

2007-10-21T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hohoho Listen! :D

James Blunt- In 1973

Simona
You're getting older
Your journey's been etched
On your skin

Simona
Wish I had known that
What seemed so strong
Has been and gone

I would call you up every saturday night
And we'd both stay out 'til the morning light
And we sang, "Here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973
Singing, "Here we go again"

Simona
Wish I was sober
So I could see clearly now
The rain has gone

Simona
I guess it's over
My memory plays our tune
The same old song

I would call you up every saturday night
And we'd both stay out 'til the morning light
And we sang, "Here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973
Singing, "Here we go again"

I would call you up every saturday night
And we'd both stay out 'til the morning light
And we sang, "Here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973
Singing, "Here we go again"

I would call you up every saturday night
And we'd both stay out 'til the morning light
And we sang, "Here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973
Singing, "Here we go again"

And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973
-------------------------

Omgomg actually wanted to say something but I forgot what:P
Ahah so nevermind:D
Okay bye~~, sell, connect~~
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Jenna very scary,
Celeste likes 9 metre long guns
&Bernice likes to hang lions.
:P

2007-10-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

Pffft!
Ahah colour picker is so funnn! :D

You're my honey bun,
sugar plum.
Yum yum yum!
You're my sweetie pie.
You're my honey bun,
sugar plum.
Yum yum yum!
The apple of my eye! :D

FangJunnnnnnnnnnnnn! >:(
No fair):
Rahhhh $%^#&*!?

/OhyeahohyeahbeforeIforgetAGAIN,
Omgomgomg tomorrow MATH!<3 :DDDD

2007-10-10T00:30:00.000+08:00

HawickLau(Yi Lang), SamChan (Yi Qing) and AlexFong(Yi Xi)!:D

Ahah super cute<3

Oh oh oh exams are ~~under~~over!

Okay, don't have to remind me about being lateeee.

2007-10-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

俗语说, 人非圣贤，孰能无过。
:D

!#$%^&*@!
Math tomorrow.
I'm so going to PASS.
Ahah what a joke!
This is so going to be featured in the world funniest joke book.
~~Cheese Leash Fish~~ Sheesh:/
Ahh ~~whoever whenever whichever however forever~~ whatever.

These words are so tiny.
Bet'cha need magnifying glass.
OR A WHOOPING CUSHION!
OR A BALLOON!
OR YOU JUST NEED A LITTLE RED PET ANT TO READ TO YOU WHAT'S WRITTEN HERE.
MIGHT S WELL GET A BILINGUAL ONE IF YOU ARE GETTING A PET ANT.
CAN TRANSLATE TO YOU SOMEMORE.
AHHH BUT FIRST YOU'LL NEED SOME MICROPHONES.
GO TA OFFICE!
GOT ALOT :D
Or maybe not :/

2007-10-02T16:19:00.000+08:00

Boisterous
This is so sad~~, so sad. Such a sad sad situation~~):
Literature is over):
No fair):

2007-09-22T17:02:00.000+08:00

Overwrought

TeryneTeryneTeryne seeseesee!
Level 6!

When Jenna and I say,
"Lets fail together!", we REALLY fail together :P
When Jenna and I say,
"Lets pass together!", we REALLY pass together! :P
See, Jenna and I are powerful people.
Be careful if one day, Jenna and I say " Let's bomb the world together! :D".
You'll know what comes after that :P

OMG ZatchBell<3!
OMG That-scary-screaming-clock-Trixy book<3!

2007-09-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

Listen!:D

Natasha Bedingfield- These Words

These words are my own

Threw some chords together, the combination D-E-F
Its who I am, its what I do, and I was gonna lay it down for you
I tried to focus my attention, but I feel so A-D-D
I need some help, some inspiration, but its not coming easily

Tryin to find the magic,
Tryin to write a classic,
Dontcha know, dontcha know, dontcha know?
Wastebin full of paper,
clever rhymes- see ya later

These words are my own, from my heart flow,
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
There's no other way to better say
I love you, I love you

Read some Byron Shelley and Keates,
recited it over a hip-hop beat
I'm havin trouble sayin what I mean,
with dead poets and a drum machine

You know I had some studio time booked,
but I couldnt find the killer hook,
now you're gonna raise the bar right up,
nothin I write is ever good enough

These words are my own, from my heart flow,
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
There's no other way to better say
I love you, I love you

These words are my own, from my heart flow,
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
There's no other way to better say
I love you, I love you

I'm gettin off my stage
the curtains pull away
No hyperboles to hide behind
My naked soul exposes
woaaaaah

Tryin to find the magic,
Tryin to write a classic,
Wastebin full of paper,
clever rhymes- see ya later

These words are my own, from my heart flow,
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
There's no other way to better say
I love you, I love you

These words are my own, from my heart flow,
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
There's no other way to better say
I love you, I love you

These words are my own, from my heart
I love you I love you, thats all I got to say
cant think of a better way, and thats all I got to say
I love you, is that ok?

"Not okay"
AHAHAHAH Don't you feel loved? :P
Yay yay good:D
Byebye!

2007-09-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

Tenacious :D
Ahhhh I'm HIGHHH!
AHAHAHAHAH for no reason ridiculous I know :D
Ahhh I don't care I'm HIGHHH!
Ahhh okay byebye!

MY SISTER TOUCHED HIS HAND WITHOUT ME!
Yeah veh cool I know.
RAWR DAMN JEALOUS.
!#$%^&*@

ILOVETEEVEE<3!
TEEVEEISGOODBOX!
AHAH!

2007-09-02T19:46:00.000+08:00

Supererogatory

AHHHHHH WATCH THISSSS!

AHHH Damn cute! :D
"Shes going round and round in circle till shes very very dizzy"
"Cinderall-y, Cinderall-y, Cinderall-yyyy!" :D
"Aye WE CAN DO IT! we can do it! we can do it! we can help our Cinderall-y!"
"And make her dress so pretty!"
"Hurry hurry hurry hurry!"

Okay I know I'm overage for Disney Classics already don't have to remind me.
BUTBUTBUT seriously all of them are really nice to watchhhhhhhh!
AHAH and the mice can't pronounce properly :D
AHHHHH ITS EITHER THERE IS SOME PROBLEM WITH ME OR THE MICE ARE REALLY REALLY VEH CUTE!
JUST WATCH AND YOU'LL KNOW! :D
VEH CUTE RIGHTTT!
No, I'm talking about the mice, not you Gabriel
:D :O :) :B :P :I 8D 8O 8B 8) 8P 8I :o) :oD :oI

May ee: Humans take months to finish a dress and the mice took only 1 hour. WOAHH!
Gabriel: Yeah, this is what the power of...
Peirong: FRIENDSHIP can do!
~~Gabriel: OI WHY YOU SNATCH MY LINE?!~~

I have such ~~childish, entertaining, jocose and~~ profound friends(:
And I'm proud to say, I love PMSG!

I don't understand why the tablet happily cannot support DVDs >:o( *fumesss*
TELL ME WHY URH!
AHHHH THE MICE ARE SO CUTE UNTIL CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE OKAY BYEBYE!

2007-08-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

All these little things<3
they make wonders.

Be it a play or reality.