I dreamt that I was an animal and I went to attend a forest gathering at the beach. All the animals existing in the forest were there. I was sitting on the edge of a very very tall well, with all the rest of the animals gathered at the foot of the well. Suddenly all the animals turned into crocodiles and all were motionless. I looked into the well, the water has dried up and there was this shark inside, hoping around on its tail. The well was very tall so its impossible for it to reach me but I was still soooooooooooooooo scared. I jumped off the well. In my dreams the crocodile were like sleeping. I ran very carefully on the limited space between each crocodile, trying not to step and wake the crocodiles up. I ran and ran and I was about to reach the end of the beach when I fell and kicked a crocodile. I was damn scared but the next moment, I was queuing up for fried chicken. I bought a piece of fried chicken and began to eat the crispy batter coating and not the meat. I put the meat back into the packaging and went home. In my dream I am a mother and I have children AHAHHAHAHAHAH. When I reach home, I saw my son and elder daughter. My elder daughter was carrying a toddler in her arms. It was during a war period so I could only afford to buy 1 piece of fried chicken. I tore the chicken meat into 3 pieces and gave to my children. They ate it like it was the best thing on earthhhhhhh. The rest of the dream I was scolding myself why I favour my elder daughter more because I gave her a bigger piece.

Weird dream.
And I slept for 24 hours.
No joke.

Sunburnt! 1:13 PM

AHAHAHAHAH I'M HERE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING FUNNY.

YESTERDAY MORNING MY DAD WANTED TO GO TO THE TEMPLE TO PRAY AND STUFF.
MY SISTER KNEW ABOUT IT AND GEI KIANG(ACT SMART) AND VOLUNTEERED TO ACCOMPANY HIM THERE.
THIS IS BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO BE FILIAL.
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHA FUCK FUNNY.
FUNNY x1

THEN SHE DROVE MY FATHER TO THE TEMPLE.
MY AUNT AND COUSIN WERE ALSO IN THE CAR, AT THE BACK SEAT.
OUTSIDE THE TEMPLE GOT LOTS OF BIGBIGBIGGGG SUPER ULTRA MEGA GIGA LARGE HUMONGOUS GIGANTIC FLOWER POTS PLACED.
WHEN MY SISTER REACH THE TEMPLE, BECAUSE OF HER SUPER PRO DRIVING SKILLS WHICH SHE CULTIVATED THROUGH YEARS AND YEARS OF EXPERIENCE, SHE BANGED INTO ONE OF THE FLOWER POTS.
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
FUNNY x2

THEN THE FLOWER POT SLOWLY TIPPED AND FELL OVER.
AHAHAHAHAHAH YOU MUST IMAGINE THEN ITS FUNNY!
THEN THERE WAS THIS SILENT MOMENT WHERE MY SISTER WAS STUNNED.
I CAN TOTALLY IMAGINE HER O_O FACE.
NO WAIT MAKE THAT 4 SO ITS:
O_O O_O BACK SEAT
O_O O_O FRONT SEAT
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
FUNNY x3

MY AUNT, MY COUSIN AND MY SISTER THEN DECIDED TO PUT THE FLOWER POT UPRIGHT AGAIN.
3 OF THEM TRIED TO PUT IT UPRIGHT BUT THEY CANNOT EVEN MAKE THE POT BARGE AT ALL.
AHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
(BECAUSE ITS ULTRA HUGE IF YOU FORGOT, NOW I REMIND YOU^^)
(YOU MUST EAT MORE FISH OIL, MEMORY LOSS SO EASILY)

THEN THEY PROCEEDED INTO THE TEMPLE.
(ALL MY RELATIVES ARE QUITE OLD ALREADY>< LIKE 40++++++++++++++++++)
ALL MY RELATIVES GO TO THE TEMPLE VERY FREQUENTLY.
ALL MY RELATIVES STARE AT MY SISTER BECAUSE THEY KNOW MY SISTER NEVER GO BEFORE AND THAT WAS HER FIRST TIME THERE.
AHAHAHAHAHAAH FUNNY LIKE THEY KNOW SHES NOT IN THEIR "CLAN" THEN THEY OSTRACISE HER AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHA.

THEN THEY WENT TO PRAY.
THE LITTLE KIDS THERE KNEW HOW TO PRAY.
MY SISTER DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO PRAY.
AHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
THEN MY SISTER STOOD NEXT TO THE LITTLE KIDS, AND COPY WHAT THEY ARE DOING.
WHEN SHE SEE THE LITTLE KIDS MOVE, THEN SHE MOVE.
WHEN THE LITTLE KIDS DON'T MOVE, SHE DON'T MOVE.
AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH FUCK FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUNNY x323456789876543098765434567

SO TODAY IS AN EPIC DAY FOR MY SISTER WAHAHAHAHAH.
AHAHHAHAHHAHAH AND MY SISTER CALLS THE CAR XIAOYELLOW.
BECAUSE THE CAR IS YELLOW IN COLOUR.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA WTFFFFF.
SO MEANING NOW XIAOYELLOW GOT A DENT AT THE FRONT BECAUSE OF THE FLOWER POT.
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
I'M LAUGHING OUT LOUD TO MYSELF WHILE TYPING.

MORAL OF THE STORY: DON'T ACT FILIAL :P
ANYWAY THIS POST IS VERY FUNNY SO THE FONT IS EXTRA LARGE COMPARED TO USUAL AHAHHAAHAHHAHAHA.
MY SISTER IS RETARDED.
STUPID PERSON CLAP TO HERSELF AT THE LANSHOP.
AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH EPICCCC!

Sunburnt! 5:53 AM

Its amazing how something that is built over 2 months and 22 days,
just takes 1 minute and 21 seconds to destroy,
leaving nothing but broken pieces.

Its amazing how the way you love someone is so different,
so irrational, so betraying, so hurtful.

Its amazing how you'll never understand how I feel,
no matter how hard I try to explain over the phone, face to face, sms, through words, or pictures.

Its amazing how things turned out the way you promised me it won't,
broken, betrayed, worn out.

Its amazing how much emotion one can feel at one time.
Countless.

Its amazing how something so beautiful and captivating can be so hurtful and deadly,
killing, bit by bit, slowly, inside.

I realised,
the real kind of tired is not physical exhaustion,
its when you are psychologically and emotionally exhausted,
mentally and emotionally drained.
The next time you say you are tired,
think again.

We come and go alone,
we only need ourselves.

I know I will not be able to fulfill my promises to you on the 5th of September.
Still, I promised you.
I'm just trying to stall time, extending the moment where everything falls apart later.
Everyday I wake up and ask myself a very simple question.
"How, Shuxian, what are you going to do?"
And I'll get so nervous and stress but I'll just tell myself,
"I'll think about that tomorrow, theres still time"
It sucks to know that you are headed to disaster,
but still carrying on.

Because of this, I'm ready for anything, anything.
Whatever you say, I'll accept it.
Because I finally realised,
whatever that is suppose to happen, is bound to happen at the end.
No matter how hard I try to advert it, it'll still come knocking on my door.
Just a matter of time.
Why not save myself some trouble and effort, since whatever I do, will never change the facts.

There comes a time,
when you can't say: My God,
when the eyes don't cry anymore,
when the heart runs dry...

Sunburnt! 7:11 PM

FUCK I AM DAMN HUNGRY PLEASE):
BUT I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL 7+ THEN I CAN HAVE DINNER):
OMGIIESHZXC 2 HOURS AND 30 MINS T-T
SERIOUSLY.
DESPERATELY.
NEEDS.
FOOD.
I SEE FOOD!:D:D
SHOULD I GO AND...
NO YOU SHALL NOT>:(
7 PM OKAY I SAY 7 PMMMMMMMMMMMMMM >:(

Sunburnt! 4:28 PM

Before the last farewell,
If only you could see that
I'm the one who truly understands you.
been here when the whole world had abandoned you.
:,)

We should let go when its time to do so.
If you love someone, let him/her go.
If he/she is yours, he/she will return.
If he/she never comes back, then he/she is never yours.

Whats mine, will be mine.
Whats not mine, will never be.

The future lies in your hands, not mine anymore:)
------------------------------------------------------------

Okay going to go play:D:D:D
Go play go play go play.
Playing is goooooooood:D

Sunburnt! 5:10 PM

If I find out you are lying to me about this whole incident,
I will make sure you will not be able to be a father in your whole entire life,
and in your next life, your next next life, your next next next life and your next next next next life.
Cannot be too evil, 5 lifetime enough already^^

For the past few days I keep trying to find this word that can describe how I feel to you.
I can't tell you that I'm angry because I'm not.
Sad is too mild for what I'm feeling.
Disappointed? Maybe, but not quite there yet.
Just now, I finally found a word to describe it.
I FEEL BETRAYED.
YESSSSSSSSSSSS this is how I feel.
No more this kind of shit please.
But you don't even feel remorse.
So.................................................
I suppose I should be anticipating more of such things huh?

Today is going to be a happy day:D
Believe~
K go school.

Sunburnt! 4:53 AM